Mindless... It's been quite a time since I've blogged anything, I'm not sure where to start.
Foremost... Frustration of the existential level. A bit ago I re-joined the single world, rather unexpectedly. My first real long distance relationship was apparently an utter failure, despite the fact that thought it was rather healthy. I always thought "WTF?" moments were supposed to be more ironic and funny. Not so much here, more like demoralizing and chaotic. I suppose the whole situation is a little cliche to everyone else, but to me it's been quite a black hole. A black hole that draws in confidence and happiness.
In the light of such emotion BS, material things seem insignificant, but I'm also still plagued by the fact that my car is still not fixed. Trying to do things myself takes much more time and connections, and it seems a good paint sprayer is quite hard to come by.
Despite the prevalent and looming darkness, there has been a some greatness lately...
A much overdue raise at work...
Some good summer golfing...
Some great grilling and drinking with friends...
Finally got my calves finished! My BROTATSMOTHAFUCKA with Churtch are easily the best things I've ever had put on my body. (Can't seem to get the image to upload now, if anyone cares enough I will try later
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And a couple weeks ago I was very privileged enough to accompany the incredibly amazing Ms. Churtch to Wizard World Chicago for the second year. It was an incredible time (understatement of unethical proportions) and I met lots of awesome new people! I hope to do the same and more next year!
Looking to the future...
I really need to regain a positive mindset and find some of what I have lost. Some self betterment and change shall be in order, I hope. Including some new tattoos, although I have so many ideas that need to be hashed out I don't even know where to begin, haha. Batman ink is something I've been craving!
As expected, music is always a huge part of my life, so I cannot end a blog without some kind of awesome video to annoy the fuck out of everyone else.
And as previously, I guess this blog was filled with an inordinate amount of bitching/whining. If you made it this far, thanks, I commend you for putting up with my shit.
Foremost... Frustration of the existential level. A bit ago I re-joined the single world, rather unexpectedly. My first real long distance relationship was apparently an utter failure, despite the fact that thought it was rather healthy. I always thought "WTF?" moments were supposed to be more ironic and funny. Not so much here, more like demoralizing and chaotic. I suppose the whole situation is a little cliche to everyone else, but to me it's been quite a black hole. A black hole that draws in confidence and happiness.
In the light of such emotion BS, material things seem insignificant, but I'm also still plagued by the fact that my car is still not fixed. Trying to do things myself takes much more time and connections, and it seems a good paint sprayer is quite hard to come by.
Despite the prevalent and looming darkness, there has been a some greatness lately...
A much overdue raise at work...
Some good summer golfing...
Some great grilling and drinking with friends...
Finally got my calves finished! My BROTATSMOTHAFUCKA with Churtch are easily the best things I've ever had put on my body. (Can't seem to get the image to upload now, if anyone cares enough I will try later
)And a couple weeks ago I was very privileged enough to accompany the incredibly amazing Ms. Churtch to Wizard World Chicago for the second year. It was an incredible time (understatement of unethical proportions) and I met lots of awesome new people! I hope to do the same and more next year!
Looking to the future...
I really need to regain a positive mindset and find some of what I have lost. Some self betterment and change shall be in order, I hope. Including some new tattoos, although I have so many ideas that need to be hashed out I don't even know where to begin, haha. Batman ink is something I've been craving!
As expected, music is always a huge part of my life, so I cannot end a blog without some kind of awesome video to annoy the fuck out of everyone else.
And as previously, I guess this blog was filled with an inordinate amount of bitching/whining. If you made it this far, thanks, I commend you for putting up with my shit.
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And yes, it's about time to rep some Soilwork to clear my head and get out a little intensity that need be released before I possibly explode.