heroine

I had to take my mom to the emergency room yet again last night, well this morning rather. Her blood pressure had dropped way too low and she has neruopathy plus a pinched nerve from where she was in the hospital before, so she's been in soooo much pain lately. She has to go for a MRI this week so maybe once she has that and figures out what's going on with her back and nerves other than the neroupathy she will get better. You guys don't have any idea what I've been going through. I have 4 other siblings, 2 brothers and 2 sisters all over the age of 18 and noone including her piece of shit fucking husband will help her besides me and her daughter in law, yeah the one hopeful whos set I will hopefully be finished prepping tonight. Fuck them! One day they will need something and I hope noones there to help them. yeah I know that sounds bad, but right now I really don't care how it sounds, that's how I feel! My mom has helped them all, their entire lives, she's been a great mother. I'm so depressed right now and I miss you all terribly, I hope you believe me because its true!
Here I'll leave you with another pic from said hopeful...
xoxo
Heroine