Saturday Feb 05, 2011

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Got a massage job, basically a slave, but it's better than nothing, still in an extremely awkward living situation, hoping to be done with that soon, I keep wondering if I should clean myself up and move into the spa scene with my work, not necessarily the clientele I want, but the money could be good for a while, I really don't want...
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Saturday Feb 13, 2010

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It's been a year of school and work and all that over again, next Monday I'm going to Portland for 11 days to scout and explore before I move there after I graduate. I'll be celebrating my birthday up there... alone... it's better that way.
denie:

happy bdayysmile

cain:

You're the best.

Saturday Feb 14, 2009

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Started school, moved out hastily and angrily, totalled my car and grandma has cancer. When it rains it pours.
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alecks:

lead generator was cool... i was netting some good installs but what i heard is that HR told our SASM he could only keep one special services person to keep the hiring process fair for new temps... and since im more of a luxury than the ones that are behind the desk so they 86ed me... thats what unofficially happened... i have sources on the inside they dont know about

oh well i can still apply at other ones in the district

cain:

Hey. Hey you. *poke* You there. Still kicking? I am, a little. Hope all is well.

Sunday Jan 25, 2009

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School starts Wednesday and I'm scared shitless. I've been out for 4 years, technically I could've graduated from a university at this point with a degree and been sitting in a chair saying "King in the castle" over and over.

Getting derailed is good from time to time, gives you time to find the right set of tracks.
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alecks:

thats what i hear. im glad its not a job where i have to hustle. i mean the services i would offer would be free as well a non committing deal. so i dont think it will be hard to work with

not that im undermining the position or anything

what do you do?

alecks:

i have friends that do stuff like that hahah... not so often though. plus i told them i might work there now

i have a friend thats a cashier and know someone thats a head cashier... went from LP to head cashier... pretty wild but he really wanted to transfer stores

im still waiting for the call back... though ive heard they are laying people off so that worries me

Wednesday Nov 26, 2008

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It's hard being smart.

I've been told it all my life... "You're smart" There's a lot of times I'd give it all to be as ignorant and content as most people. Being smart only makes you realize how fucking stupid everyone else is and no matter how hard you try, they refuse to fucking listen. People tell me I have...
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alecks:

i get that pretty often... i find its pretty hilarious that i want to do something completely unnecessary in the cogs of life like entertainment or journalism... just wasted potential

they want to higher me as a lead generator at home depot... just waiting for the background check and drug test to come back... which is immaculate so im not worried

Saturday Sep 27, 2008

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About a year ago I was having a discussion with a girl about relationships. She asked me if I'd ever fallen for someone who didn't feel the same. "No." She said it's one of, if not, THE most painful things you can ever go through. God damn was she ever right.

I've been found wanting by the 2 romantic interests I...
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cain:

I had to start smiling and wearing colors for people to start talking to me. Good luck with it, I think you will find yourself with new opportunities. I know I did. And yes, Sarah Palin and the Joker were both in multiple attendance (?) at Halloween. I was surprised I was the only nun.

Saturday Sep 06, 2008

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Have you ever felt like you could watch the world burn and the only thing you'd be sad about is that there's no marshmallows to roast? I'm having one of those days.
cain:

That's just me and Heather, really. It wasn't the hotness, that's just how we roll. Bit of a misanthrope anyway, you see. But you knew that.

cain:

I wish I had a big pissed off black pug. That's kind of a crazy dream though. Did I have a gun to your head or did I just use verbal abuse and harassments?

Monday May 19, 2008

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Conflict facilitates existence

Why are we able to call a box solid, or square, or cubic for that matter. Why can we call it the color it is or give it a size? Why do such adjectives and descriptions exist? They exist because they're constantly in conflict with something else. There has to be something different for anything to exist. If everything was red...
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cain:

I missed you too! kiss

Monday Feb 25, 2008

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I can now play "Bitches Ain't Shit" on the piano, rejoice.
sinlover:

That's fuckin' cool.
ARRR!!!

cain:

i love it

Thursday Jan 10, 2008

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I got a massage the other day from a lady at work, feels like I was hit by a truck but the recovery is coming along nicely. Piano lessons are going swimmingly, can kinda do a few diddies that sound like songs now. Getting my tattoo recolored soon and I'm plotting out a new one for my birthday.

I'm having trouble writing down...
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Tuesday Oct 23, 2007

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I feel like I don't put enough on here, I suppose it's because I don't do much and it'd just be "I hate everyone and everything" everyday. Maybe I'll integrate my dream log here.
cain:

I have seen it. Mind=blown. I just want to run and hide. I hate that feeling, the feeling of being helpless and fucked. Have you seen it?

cain:

On the moon, nerds get their pants pulled down and they are spanked with moonrocks.

Friday Oct 19, 2007

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Conditioning

Being the surrogate father of two 7 year olds and working in a customer service position has really opened my eyes to the conditioning society imposes upon itself. In the two short years my brother and sister have been in school, I've seen the trickle down of MTV soaking, consumerism, and gender-clashing self inadequacies all start to take their toll on them. My...
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