Its a night of nostalgia..
In the course of going through one of my trunks of stuff.. discovered letters from people, some of which who I expect are now dead. People who I had a lovely time with 12 years ago doing piercing/pain rituals with down at a mining camp in California.. I snooped around online and discovered that there are at least 2 people who I danced with on those days who have now passed over..
ever had those times when you cant decide whether to renew a connection or not, since your life is in a different place and dont know if its the right thing to do? (Especially since I couldnt contribute to anything, being on the other side of the continent and very busy living a (comparatively) straight lifestyle? Would anyone even remember me?)
Sigh.....
See, the problem is, I hate awkward situations ....
What would YOU do? Track em down and say hi? drop it back into the 'memories' box and close the lid?
If you could be on any drug/altered state/high of whatever kind right now, what would you choose?
Wierdest thing youve ever done to turn someone on or get them off?
In the course of going through one of my trunks of stuff.. discovered letters from people, some of which who I expect are now dead. People who I had a lovely time with 12 years ago doing piercing/pain rituals with down at a mining camp in California.. I snooped around online and discovered that there are at least 2 people who I danced with on those days who have now passed over..
ever had those times when you cant decide whether to renew a connection or not, since your life is in a different place and dont know if its the right thing to do? (Especially since I couldnt contribute to anything, being on the other side of the continent and very busy living a (comparatively) straight lifestyle? Would anyone even remember me?)
Sigh.....
See, the problem is, I hate awkward situations ....
What would YOU do? Track em down and say hi? drop it back into the 'memories' box and close the lid?
If you could be on any drug/altered state/high of whatever kind right now, what would you choose?
Wierdest thing youve ever done to turn someone on or get them off?
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- The best thing I every did was solving a tough puzzle in science. It felt awsome.
- I have no good answer for your last question, so I will say nothing. That way, you won't know...
Sometimes memories are best undisturbed, it's the only way they retain the qualities that *make* them so.
- The high of non-addiction, freedom, solitude, independence and relative sanity.
- Had them pretend to be someone else. (For the duration of the entire relationship.)