OK, I don't know where else to express this....so I'm doing it here.
I am officially freaking the FUCK out over this show. It's huge. And I just don't know if I can get the work done in time. Fuck getting the work done in time, I'm afraid of all the shit I'm going to miss and forget. I'm gonna fuck it up and I'm gonna fuck it up big. And I'm freaking the fuck out.
It's a big big big fucking musical, and it's in New York, and the stakes are a little high.
I feel like a baby being thrown in the deep end...If I make it through, I'll know I can do it. But until then, I just have to keep juggling all the plates.
time for makers. and bed. definitely bed.
fuck.
I am officially freaking the FUCK out over this show. It's huge. And I just don't know if I can get the work done in time. Fuck getting the work done in time, I'm afraid of all the shit I'm going to miss and forget. I'm gonna fuck it up and I'm gonna fuck it up big. And I'm freaking the fuck out.
It's a big big big fucking musical, and it's in New York, and the stakes are a little high.
I feel like a baby being thrown in the deep end...If I make it through, I'll know I can do it. But until then, I just have to keep juggling all the plates.
time for makers. and bed. definitely bed.
fuck.