herebeadragon

Why is it that everytime I start to pick myself up someone comes and sweeps my legs out from under me? Nothing has been going well lately and now just today when I start feeling a little bit better a girl I cared about makes up a weak bullshit excuse to not even be friends anymore. Can't even have the class to just be honest with me. Nothing can go easy for me. I never can have anything that makes me happy and anything I do get in life I have to fight for. Even just having life was a fight. Born a month early and having to battle from day one. It hasn't gotten any easier since.... Just not fair.