herakles

Ok, so I went to work today and managed to kick around for about an hour and a half before the back and head pain became too much.

I went to the doctor, and the doctor said I have migrane headaches, and back pain associated with the headaches.

I am now on Cafergot, a migrane targeting medication, and T3's for my back.

I dislike being heavily medicated, but I dont want to feel like this no more.

In other news, Reine (the girl I have quite fallen for) was rather sick on the weekend, sicker then I, and so I got to spend some time with her, keeping her company while she rested. It was really quite wonderful. Feelings are so stong here, so alive, i'm kind of scared, but I think everything will work out just fine.

Dispite the fact that I am behind in many parts of my life, and my body is rebeling against me, I have an odd little bit of happiness that I havent felt in a long time. Something that has made all this hopeful, yearning pain the past year seem worth while just to get to my destination. I can just think about her and feel better, feel happy, feel a shy little smile cross my face.

Yeah, everything is gonna turn out just fine.