Well it has been a long time since I have last posted anything here. Life is an interesting thing. So to be fair since I last wrote anything, my time in Portugal has ended, as such the rest of existence has caught me. I have finally admitted that I have a problem with my emotional control, so afar as that I have been on anti depressant medicine for just over a month. This time is my first in such a situation. I am not really sure how to deal with my feelings. The medication helps to keep me in a point of balance, where before I was falling into a hole of depression and morbid thought.
Now I feel like I was on the up again, but suddenly I find myself plunged into darkness once more.
The absence of a loved one is not a matter to be taken lightly, but when you are separated from a friend because their lover has jealousy issues, you have to reach out.
Over the last few months, I have been to some dark places, ones which I thought I could not escape, tru friends and the joy of family have brought me forth. I will strive towards improvement and keep the love alive.
Much Love
Henchy.