So stressed right now.
My job's just fucked. Everyone's either being made redundant or leaving anyway. We're gonna be left with 3 members of staff over the Christmas period. It's gonna be hell. I could quit. I have savings and a job lined up in the new year but Kirsti (assistant manager) can't afford the time off and I can't leave her on her own over Christmas. I just can't. We havn't always got on. She can be a real bitch most of the time but I can't leave her.
I've got shit loads of art commissions at the moment. Which is great! But the stress of work is making it hard to knuckle down and concentrate.
I'm smoking again. Drinking most days. I'm terrible at staying in touch with people too. I've been really reclusive lately.
I'm getting more and more attached to Tori (The girl I've had a crush on for most of the year). A few times a week we stay up drinking after work until 3-4am. It's getting too much. She's not happy with her boyfriend but she won't do anything about it. Although to be honest if she did finish with him and start dating I'd find that harder. I just need to get away from the situation I think.
So yeah, Rant rant rant. This Christmas period is gonna be shit. All I can do is suck it up and get through it. And I will.
My job's just fucked. Everyone's either being made redundant or leaving anyway. We're gonna be left with 3 members of staff over the Christmas period. It's gonna be hell. I could quit. I have savings and a job lined up in the new year but Kirsti (assistant manager) can't afford the time off and I can't leave her on her own over Christmas. I just can't. We havn't always got on. She can be a real bitch most of the time but I can't leave her.
I've got shit loads of art commissions at the moment. Which is great! But the stress of work is making it hard to knuckle down and concentrate.
I'm smoking again. Drinking most days. I'm terrible at staying in touch with people too. I've been really reclusive lately.
I'm getting more and more attached to Tori (The girl I've had a crush on for most of the year). A few times a week we stay up drinking after work until 3-4am. It's getting too much. She's not happy with her boyfriend but she won't do anything about it. Although to be honest if she did finish with him and start dating I'd find that harder. I just need to get away from the situation I think.
So yeah, Rant rant rant. This Christmas period is gonna be shit. All I can do is suck it up and get through it. And I will.
As for your Tori situation I've been there and got the mental scarring so I feel for you.