Hi,
Working on some 'fun' pages for the back of Ronin Dogs #2.
It's funny, I've been working on this comics for months now. You'd think I'd be really excited to see it finished but I'm not really. I'm more excited about book 3 right now. I don't tend to sit back and think about what I've achieved. I just wanna get better and start the next thing.
New job in the pub/restaurant is still going pretty well. I guess it's early days though. Worked Mother's day yesterday. We had shit loads booked. Triple the most the place has ever done before. We were all shitting it. But, it went really well. It was actually really nice to be a part of a team that worked so well.
I noticed something this week about myself and my family. More specifically the men in my family. I've suffered with anxiety for years now. I used to think I was a bit of a freak having these weird issues. But I've realised that most of the men on my Dad's side of the family have anxiety/stress/worrying issues. They just use drink to cope. My new job, as much as I'm enjoying it does make me quite anxious. If I've been drinking the night before work the next morning with a hangover my anxiety is really pumping. I'm gonna start cutting it back before it becomes a cycle. I gotta start doing some flipping exercise too.
What else? Love life? Still completely non-existent. It's well over a year since my last relationship and I've been on 1 date and I've had 1 drunken snog in someone's driveway. Sometimes it bothers me, sometimes it doesn't. I've got a lot to focus on right now so I can put it out of my mind. But, y'know it would be nice to have someone think I was cute or something. After a while you do start to wonder whether there's something wrong with you. I know there isn't but I still worry. I wonder if I'd even know how to treat a woman if I met one now. It all scares me a little bit.
Right, I'm off to read some comics and play Pokemon. I've got 'Orc Stain' by James Stokoe and 'Kill Audio' by Coheed and Cambria's Claudio Sanchez and drawn by the awesome Sheldon Vella. Both books are crazy fucking epic! There's so many cool comics coming out now. It makes me happy.
Okay, bye.
Working on some 'fun' pages for the back of Ronin Dogs #2.
It's funny, I've been working on this comics for months now. You'd think I'd be really excited to see it finished but I'm not really. I'm more excited about book 3 right now. I don't tend to sit back and think about what I've achieved. I just wanna get better and start the next thing.
New job in the pub/restaurant is still going pretty well. I guess it's early days though. Worked Mother's day yesterday. We had shit loads booked. Triple the most the place has ever done before. We were all shitting it. But, it went really well. It was actually really nice to be a part of a team that worked so well.
I noticed something this week about myself and my family. More specifically the men in my family. I've suffered with anxiety for years now. I used to think I was a bit of a freak having these weird issues. But I've realised that most of the men on my Dad's side of the family have anxiety/stress/worrying issues. They just use drink to cope. My new job, as much as I'm enjoying it does make me quite anxious. If I've been drinking the night before work the next morning with a hangover my anxiety is really pumping. I'm gonna start cutting it back before it becomes a cycle. I gotta start doing some flipping exercise too.
What else? Love life? Still completely non-existent. It's well over a year since my last relationship and I've been on 1 date and I've had 1 drunken snog in someone's driveway. Sometimes it bothers me, sometimes it doesn't. I've got a lot to focus on right now so I can put it out of my mind. But, y'know it would be nice to have someone think I was cute or something. After a while you do start to wonder whether there's something wrong with you. I know there isn't but I still worry. I wonder if I'd even know how to treat a woman if I met one now. It all scares me a little bit.
Right, I'm off to read some comics and play Pokemon. I've got 'Orc Stain' by James Stokoe and 'Kill Audio' by Coheed and Cambria's Claudio Sanchez and drawn by the awesome Sheldon Vella. Both books are crazy fucking epic! There's so many cool comics coming out now. It makes me happy.
Okay, bye.
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Do you know where there are a lot of hot chicks? The cycling scene! You should get ya'self a cheap bike and get out on it. Not only will you meet new people and some potential dates, but you'll get fit too. My friend Will is a mountain biker and he is always chatting up cyclist chicks on trails around Bristol.
Well you may not be excited about Ronin Dogs 2, but everyone else is, so crack on!
And yes, put us on the list for a copy of Ronin Dogs 2, if there is such a list... if not, make one!
Ya know, you never know what's around the corner, 3 years ago, before I started seeing Mike, I was almost having a nervous break-down because, not only had I been single for.... I have no idea how long, but I had no idea what I was doing with my life, and well... there was all sorts of crap going on... then suddenly there was Mike, and now 3 years on, look where we are. I'm not saying it will happen exactly like that, but the old saying is true... 'things happen when you least expect them to' and 'you don't go looking for love, it finds you' that kinda thing. Don't beat yourself up!
You just need to remember.. you are awesome... because I said so.