Feeling a tad sorry for myself tonight. My heavy weekends are finally catching up with me. I should of known. 
This weekend was almost another 3 day drink-a-thon but I decided I needed a night off tonight. It's gotta slow down from now on. I only actually started drinking a couple of years ago. Where is the guy that could have a good time without the need to get wasted?
I don't really get hangovers from drinking a lot. But I do get a few days of laziness. Which leads to no productivity which leads to me feeling sorry for myself.
I've been feeling pretty miserable most of this week to be honest. But it's no big deal really. I get 'down' a lot less than I used to and I seem to be able to shake it off quicker than I used to too. Life's always gonna have those moments anyway. I will just take a moment to say a big thank you to SeaLion for always putting up with my 'moments' and always saying the right thing to cheer me up.
The problem is when I'm drawing comics (which is most of the time) I get kinda one track minded and every other aspect of my life goes at the wayside. Hence why I still live at home and have been working the same crappy job for the last couple of years. What I need is a PA or a life manager or something. That would be cool.
Anyway, a change is needed (I think I may of mentioned this before, but I've still done nothing about it. sorry). Here's a few ideas I've got:
Get a new job - This would be really nice, but there's not much out there and if people with degrees are finding it tough there isn't much chance for me with my lack of qualifications. Plus I think with my confidence in that area being so low jumping straight into a new job may not be a good idea and I think I'd just get too stressed and quit within a couple of months. I know what I'm like.
Get some part time work/voluntary work - I'm thinking this could be the way to go. Maybe get a bar job. Something a bit more sociable. Something just to boost my confidence and meet some new people and try new things.
Join a gym - This would be nice. Meet new people. Get fit. Costs money though.
Travel - Traveling has never been something I've had a massive desire to do. There are places I'll visit at some point I hope but I find it hard to relax and take time off. I guess it's something that would be good to learn. Again lack of money is gonna effect this and I really can't afford (time wise) to travel. I got way too much to do this year.
Join an evening class - I already do life drawing which I really enjoy. Maybe a cookery class or something would be fun. Pilates maybe?
So, what do people think?
Okay, so let's finish the blog off with some good things:
Finished the thumbnails for Ronin Dogs. 63 pages. About 15 to go. Exciting!
New jeans.
I've finally gotten around to doing a Ronin Dogs 'Like' page on Facebook. So go 'Like' em if you like.
This weekend was almost another 3 day drink-a-thon but I decided I needed a night off tonight. It's gotta slow down from now on. I only actually started drinking a couple of years ago. Where is the guy that could have a good time without the need to get wasted?
I don't really get hangovers from drinking a lot. But I do get a few days of laziness. Which leads to no productivity which leads to me feeling sorry for myself.
I've been feeling pretty miserable most of this week to be honest. But it's no big deal really. I get 'down' a lot less than I used to and I seem to be able to shake it off quicker than I used to too. Life's always gonna have those moments anyway. I will just take a moment to say a big thank you to SeaLion for always putting up with my 'moments' and always saying the right thing to cheer me up.
The problem is when I'm drawing comics (which is most of the time) I get kinda one track minded and every other aspect of my life goes at the wayside. Hence why I still live at home and have been working the same crappy job for the last couple of years. What I need is a PA or a life manager or something. That would be cool.
Anyway, a change is needed (I think I may of mentioned this before, but I've still done nothing about it. sorry). Here's a few ideas I've got:
Get a new job - This would be really nice, but there's not much out there and if people with degrees are finding it tough there isn't much chance for me with my lack of qualifications. Plus I think with my confidence in that area being so low jumping straight into a new job may not be a good idea and I think I'd just get too stressed and quit within a couple of months. I know what I'm like.
Get some part time work/voluntary work - I'm thinking this could be the way to go. Maybe get a bar job. Something a bit more sociable. Something just to boost my confidence and meet some new people and try new things.
Join a gym - This would be nice. Meet new people. Get fit. Costs money though.
Travel - Traveling has never been something I've had a massive desire to do. There are places I'll visit at some point I hope but I find it hard to relax and take time off. I guess it's something that would be good to learn. Again lack of money is gonna effect this and I really can't afford (time wise) to travel. I got way too much to do this year.
Join an evening class - I already do life drawing which I really enjoy. Maybe a cookery class or something would be fun. Pilates maybe?
So, what do people think?
Okay, so let's finish the blog off with some good things:
Finished the thumbnails for Ronin Dogs. 63 pages. About 15 to go. Exciting!
New jeans.
I've finally gotten around to doing a Ronin Dogs 'Like' page on Facebook. So go 'Like' em if you like.
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I probably wouldn't even be moving out if it weren't for Mistress_Paine telling me to sort my shit out literally.