I went onto Youtube and this is what was recommended to me:
Yeah, I'm sooooo into breast feeding at 8 years old.
Dio was supposed to be playing Bristol tonight. He's had to cancel his European tour due to stomach cancer. The guy is such a legend in metal. Hope he gets through it. \m/...^_^...\m/
Tried that alcoholic ginger beer tonight. I love ginger beer and I thought an alcoholic version would be sweet but it was pretty meh.
Been drawing quite a bit the last few days which is good. Just trying to enjoy it and not be too serious about it.
Life is kind of strange right now. And difficult. I'm up and down. I'm pretty wound up and don't know how to relax. One minute I'm pretty happy but any little thing can put me in a bad mood. Even just drawing a face slightly off will put me in a bad mood. Don't even get me started on work. I could cry every time I finish work. It's doing my head in. Although there might be a new job in the pipeline which could be good. Or at least better.
Me and my girlfriend broke up a few weeks ago now. She's here on SG and it's difficult. I know we have mutual friends on here. I really want to vent how I feel but feel I can't. Not that I want to bitch about her I just want to be honest about how difficult things are. I feel like I have no one to talk to.
I've always been kind of a loner I guess and right now I feel like I'll always want to be on my own. It's easier. I don't really mean that but it's kind how I feel right now.
Looking to my future I have no idea what I want to do. I'm drawing quite a bit right now and enjoying it but I'm still pretty disillusioned by it all. I've spent years and years working my craft to no avail. If I'd of put my energy into something more career focused I'd probably be earning a nice wage by now. But it's not who I am.
Whoa! This blog started off as just a stupid Youtube thing and it's turned into a bit of an epic. I am a little drunk though so I hope people will forgive me. But yeah, things are tough right now. Really tough. But I'm pushing forward. I know I'll get through it.
Yeah, I'm sooooo into breast feeding at 8 years old.
Dio was supposed to be playing Bristol tonight. He's had to cancel his European tour due to stomach cancer. The guy is such a legend in metal. Hope he gets through it. \m/...^_^...\m/
Tried that alcoholic ginger beer tonight. I love ginger beer and I thought an alcoholic version would be sweet but it was pretty meh.
Been drawing quite a bit the last few days which is good. Just trying to enjoy it and not be too serious about it.
Life is kind of strange right now. And difficult. I'm up and down. I'm pretty wound up and don't know how to relax. One minute I'm pretty happy but any little thing can put me in a bad mood. Even just drawing a face slightly off will put me in a bad mood. Don't even get me started on work. I could cry every time I finish work. It's doing my head in. Although there might be a new job in the pipeline which could be good. Or at least better.
Me and my girlfriend broke up a few weeks ago now. She's here on SG and it's difficult. I know we have mutual friends on here. I really want to vent how I feel but feel I can't. Not that I want to bitch about her I just want to be honest about how difficult things are. I feel like I have no one to talk to.
I've always been kind of a loner I guess and right now I feel like I'll always want to be on my own. It's easier. I don't really mean that but it's kind how I feel right now.
Looking to my future I have no idea what I want to do. I'm drawing quite a bit right now and enjoying it but I'm still pretty disillusioned by it all. I've spent years and years working my craft to no avail. If I'd of put my energy into something more career focused I'd probably be earning a nice wage by now. But it's not who I am.
Whoa! This blog started off as just a stupid Youtube thing and it's turned into a bit of an epic. I am a little drunk though so I hope people will forgive me. But yeah, things are tough right now. Really tough. But I'm pushing forward. I know I'll get through it.
trilby:
Hope you feel better soon, just need to remember that things aren't always going to be shitty
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i had ginger ale as a taster in the health food shop the other day, it nearly took the skin off my throat! eeew