great scot!!!!
everytime i do a blog i say to myself the next one will be much shorter.but i got a feeling this'll be another mega-hyper blog.i'm gonna go in chapters.
chapter 1: the weekend
went to a sci-fi film night at a friends house.i was really pretty nervous about this.meeting a lot of new people all in one go.i needn't of worried though.cos it was ace-a-rific! played left for dead.watched loads of shit but good films and some good but good films too.met some SG people which was really nice.one in particular was most excellent.she knows who she is
chapter 2: the nerves
leading on from the weekend i learnt quite a bit about myself.my home life really does suck ass big time.i think it's one of the main reasons for my anxieties.can't wait to get out.this summer is gonna be excellent i can feel it.got some good shit to do and experience.i'm gonna push myself to the limit.i've been stuck in a cycle of avoidance for too long.it gets you down, but i am so fucking determined.for all my faults i know i'm a determined fucker when i'm ready to be.my anxiety had beaten me down over last year.i'm fighting back now.like conan the barbarian.i got a big fucking sword in my hand and i'm lopping heads left and right.seriously, i ain't fucking sitting back anymore and worrying.it gets you nowhere.i learnt it from my parents, but i'm breaking the habit now.i know i'm gonna be facing some tough battles, but it's what you gotta do innit.good times
chapter 3: arty fantastico!!
not posting anything here today.BUT, i'm working so hard right now on stuff.got plans.i'm drawing like fuck and it feels so damn good.it's flowing and i love it.last year i took some BIG-ass knocks to my confidence, but i'm over all the shit that was bothering me.i've still got a long way to go.i can draw, but i do lack the professional side.promoting myself and getting myself noticed.i missed a lot of oppurtunities last year.there were guys in the states that wanted me to do stuff.i bottled it.i was asked to do a range of t-shirts.my lack of confidence and fear of failure held me back.it won't anymore.i'm aiming to have a book published in time for the bristol comic con.just gotta blag my way in
chapter 4: rock band2
here is proof i rule:
'today' by the smashing pumpkins.on the drums.on hard.100% i'm not sure whether this is something to really be proud of, but i'm a simple guy
chapter 5: the boss
i love this man sooo much.this song expresses everything i feel right now.every lyric is want i'm feeling right now and what i wanna say.
chapter 6: things are goood
peace xxx
everytime i do a blog i say to myself the next one will be much shorter.but i got a feeling this'll be another mega-hyper blog.i'm gonna go in chapters.
chapter 1: the weekend
went to a sci-fi film night at a friends house.i was really pretty nervous about this.meeting a lot of new people all in one go.i needn't of worried though.cos it was ace-a-rific! played left for dead.watched loads of shit but good films and some good but good films too.met some SG people which was really nice.one in particular was most excellent.she knows who she is
chapter 2: the nerves
leading on from the weekend i learnt quite a bit about myself.my home life really does suck ass big time.i think it's one of the main reasons for my anxieties.can't wait to get out.this summer is gonna be excellent i can feel it.got some good shit to do and experience.i'm gonna push myself to the limit.i've been stuck in a cycle of avoidance for too long.it gets you down, but i am so fucking determined.for all my faults i know i'm a determined fucker when i'm ready to be.my anxiety had beaten me down over last year.i'm fighting back now.like conan the barbarian.i got a big fucking sword in my hand and i'm lopping heads left and right.seriously, i ain't fucking sitting back anymore and worrying.it gets you nowhere.i learnt it from my parents, but i'm breaking the habit now.i know i'm gonna be facing some tough battles, but it's what you gotta do innit.good times
chapter 3: arty fantastico!!
not posting anything here today.BUT, i'm working so hard right now on stuff.got plans.i'm drawing like fuck and it feels so damn good.it's flowing and i love it.last year i took some BIG-ass knocks to my confidence, but i'm over all the shit that was bothering me.i've still got a long way to go.i can draw, but i do lack the professional side.promoting myself and getting myself noticed.i missed a lot of oppurtunities last year.there were guys in the states that wanted me to do stuff.i bottled it.i was asked to do a range of t-shirts.my lack of confidence and fear of failure held me back.it won't anymore.i'm aiming to have a book published in time for the bristol comic con.just gotta blag my way in
chapter 4: rock band2
here is proof i rule:
'today' by the smashing pumpkins.on the drums.on hard.100% i'm not sure whether this is something to really be proud of, but i'm a simple guy
chapter 5: the boss
i love this man sooo much.this song expresses everything i feel right now.every lyric is want i'm feeling right now and what i wanna say.
chapter 6: things are goood
peace xxx
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I'm a gonna throttle back a bit dude, but don't worry I'll be back on it soon