My job's just fucked. Everyone's either being made redundant or leaving anyway. We're gonna be left with 3 members of staff over the Christmas period. It's gonna be hell. I could quit. I have savings and a job lined up in the new year but Kirsti (assistant manager) can't afford the time off and I can't leave her on her own... Read More
The problem is that it's just so scary. I'm not going to lie - a good deal of it was lucky timing, but it can be done!
I'm sorry to hear you've been having a rough time of it of late. Like TInkly said, I hope you find the resolution you need. It sucks feeling lost and without confidence, and I wouldn't wish it anyone. Good luck!
So, I'm back from my interailing adventure around Europe. I survived!
Overall it was a blast! I really enjoyed it! Was a pretty big thing for me. I was terrified in the run up to it. The day before I left I had a funeral where I carried the coffin and I just woke up and puked from all the emotion running around my head.... Read More
So, I'm going back packing around Europe on Wednesday. I should be excited (I guess a little bit of me is) but I'm mostly anxious as fuck.
I've suffered with anxiety since I was about 16. At my worst when I was in my early 20's I was a complete recluse. I couldn't leave the house or even my bedroom without being hit with waves... Read More
He was a troubled soul. I think he had mental issues but he would never seek help. He drank and took drugs to cope. Fell in with a bad crowd. It's so sad. He was such a nice guy.
He slipped in the bath. Makes you think. Life is so fragile and precious. You never... Read More
I'm pretty sure I am also depressed at the moment so sending you massive hugs. It's been something I've battled with since I was 14. It comes and goes, at the moment it's hitting me pretty fucking hard if I'm honest. I am off to the doctors to sort myself out. It's not something I like having to do, I feel a bit like I'm failing but it needs to be dealt with. If you ever need to talk you know where I am.
Going travelling sounds exciting, where are you going? It's something I've always wanted to do more of.
Yeah I know exactly that feeling, I've been thinking it will pass but it isn't. Try not to get too worked up about the trip, I'm sure it will be really good fun. Do you guys have a plan of where you are going? Try and find fun things to do. When we went to Paris and Barcelona I'd already looked up places to go/things to do. I do love making lists though.
spamtwo does make a very good point...
but I can't say much, as I've been a bit crap on here as of late. I know why that is, but it's not something I really wanna change.
I hope you find the best resolution for you 
x
