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Wednesday Aug 13, 2003

Aug 13, 2003
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I'm doin' alright. I'm currently living in my car and traveling around on whims, attempting to live for nearly free while cherishing one hundred percent free time. I've been doing so for over a month now. I started in San Diego, and I've made it to Santa Cruz, but I have no idea where I'll be tomorrow. I will most likely work my way up to Vancouver, but I have no idea where I will go from there.

My freedom from societal expectation is exhilarating, but due to my introverted and antisocial nature, I'm consumed by self-absorption and lonesomeness the majority of the time. I do enjoy the spontaneity and nonconformity immensely, but I'm still missing what I want most from life: love, camaraderie, and a sense of belongling. The sense of belongling that has eluded me throughout my entire life, perhaps due to my refusal to change in order to fit in. I seem unable to relate to anyone. Essentially, I am lost.

I will perhaps attend the Lovemakers show this Friday(08/15) at Thee Parkside, that is, if I am still in the city at that time.

Some pix:
http://www.geocities.com/jakevega/LJ/reflection1.txt
http://www.geocities.com/jakevega/LJ/reflection2.txt
http://www.geocities.com/jakevega/LJ/survega.txt
http://www.geocities.com/jakevega/LJ/three.txt

Until'
Hellzaphat surreal

ARRR!!! P.S. I wholeheartedly approve this new smiley. ARRR!!!

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