hellsteve

THE WOUND STILL BLEEDS...

Ok. to ad to my last post *sigh* I've given it some thought, and I now realize that I'm incapable of having a girlfriend right now.

I was bothered by this thought because I have a crush on a certain girl right now. (what can I say, when I crush, I crush HARD)

And I thought that I could `move on but I'm `just not ready yet...

I know everyone wants me to be ready but it still hurts too much.

I miss my girl.

And it hurts everyday to be without her.

I feel really stupid to think that I could just move on like nothing happened.

I thought I was smarter than all this stupid drama.