WHAT THE FUCK FOR?!!
Wow what a slacker. Ok so I haven't even tried to keep up with this thing. I'm currently living in a "what difference does it make" funk. If this needs an explanation here it is: When thinking about doing anything whether it be socializing, doing laundry, watching porn, any activity whatsoever I am first overwhelmed with the thought "what difference does it make" or "what the fuck for?"
My bestfriend did something unexpected and absolutely uncharacteristic. He went ahead and got himself a girlfriend. Sure it's a good thing. Bully for him. It's about time the boy got laid. But this is not in MY best interest. This was my go-to friend. This was the guy that I could call up and no matter what, he was free all the time. Now, not so much.
Sure, I sound like a dick but I don't really care. He was pretty much my only single friend. I don't want to hang out with couples all the time, And I sure as hell don't want a girlfriend myself.
So far, I've been trying to keep myself busy with a major spring cleaning, watching movies, and drinking myself to sleep. I have a few comic book projects that will keep me busy for a while so that's good. But I think the time has come for quiet reflection.
2007 was the worst year of my entire life. I'm not exaggerating. And now it seems as though every aspect, every corner of the life I had is now gone. I think it's time for some quiet reflection. Just stay home. Read, write, draw and try to figure out where the fuck my life is going now.
Bye Bye 2007, you ugly bitch. Never bother me again.
Wow what a slacker. Ok so I haven't even tried to keep up with this thing. I'm currently living in a "what difference does it make" funk. If this needs an explanation here it is: When thinking about doing anything whether it be socializing, doing laundry, watching porn, any activity whatsoever I am first overwhelmed with the thought "what difference does it make" or "what the fuck for?"
My bestfriend did something unexpected and absolutely uncharacteristic. He went ahead and got himself a girlfriend. Sure it's a good thing. Bully for him. It's about time the boy got laid. But this is not in MY best interest. This was my go-to friend. This was the guy that I could call up and no matter what, he was free all the time. Now, not so much.
Sure, I sound like a dick but I don't really care. He was pretty much my only single friend. I don't want to hang out with couples all the time, And I sure as hell don't want a girlfriend myself.
So far, I've been trying to keep myself busy with a major spring cleaning, watching movies, and drinking myself to sleep. I have a few comic book projects that will keep me busy for a while so that's good. But I think the time has come for quiet reflection.
2007 was the worst year of my entire life. I'm not exaggerating. And now it seems as though every aspect, every corner of the life I had is now gone. I think it's time for some quiet reflection. Just stay home. Read, write, draw and try to figure out where the fuck my life is going now.
Bye Bye 2007, you ugly bitch. Never bother me again.