hellomorning

I don't mean to be a real stick in the mud, but I sure am feeling low lately. Two days ago one of my best TX friends called me to say that she missed me and then told me how everyone was going camping as usual for Spring Break. After that, I just started tearing up. Getting married and immediately leaving TX was the worst thing I've ever done in my life. I had three of the best friends a girl could have there and I feel like I just threw it away. Sure, they'll be graduating soon and probably all going to grad school outside of TX, but it still doesn't make me feel better. They made me and I saw them every day.
I have ZERO friends here and that makes me feel so empty. I have James, but as much as I love him, he doesn't make up for my three besties. Maybe I don't give people here a chance? Or maybe it's the other way around. No one here gets my stupid jokes or my constant awesome movie quotes..people look at me like I'm an idiot when "yall" comes out of my mouth. Yall and fixin will always be part of my vocabulary, get over it.
I feel like I have so much to give as a friend and no one sees it...or are willing to see it. Hopefully I'll meet some great people at the SGPhilly event next Friday! I'm super excited to meet CandyCrimson and her boyfriend.
In other news, I'm pretty close to quitting my job. I need to find another one first, within walking distance. I would love to work at the salon down town but I don't think they have a receptionist anyway.

I know those whole blog sounds either so depressing or just pathetic to many people, but I've never been in this situation before and it's just hard to deal with.
Just love meeeee!