hmm. news. well, one of my very best friends has been in a coma for a month and three days now. they won't let me see him and I feel like I'm going to throw up from worrying.
I met with a potential new psychiatrist twice last week but I don't think he's a keeper. we get along well and I like him, but I don't like his methods. oh well - gotta keep looking. my current psych kind of hits on me - and I've been seeing him since I was 12 and he's like 60, eww - and all he does is throw drugs at me and he has me on prenatal vitamins, a fact that alarmed New Psychiatrist Guy. I thought it was weird, yeah, but not *alarming*.
think I'm gonna stick with the prenatals anyway (no, I'm not pregnant, I have my sweet ass birth control implant to thank for that) but I only eat ice cream so I could really use all of the extra iron and stuff. and I think they're helping with my dizziness and head rushes? hard to tell.
speaking of ice cream, I am sick of it. I've been eating a pint of Ben & Jerry's every day for the past few weeks in an effort to gain weight. it hasn't worked. (I can't believe I'm *trying* to gain weight!) something is seriously wrong with my body, guys.
at least I'm not in a coma.
...I'm just a ray of sunshine today, huh?
edited to add: by "sweet ass birth control implant", I do not mean I have a BC implant in my ass, xkcd fans. it's in my arm.![tongue](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/tongue.55c59c6cdad7.gif)
I met with a potential new psychiatrist twice last week but I don't think he's a keeper. we get along well and I like him, but I don't like his methods. oh well - gotta keep looking. my current psych kind of hits on me - and I've been seeing him since I was 12 and he's like 60, eww - and all he does is throw drugs at me and he has me on prenatal vitamins, a fact that alarmed New Psychiatrist Guy. I thought it was weird, yeah, but not *alarming*.
think I'm gonna stick with the prenatals anyway (no, I'm not pregnant, I have my sweet ass birth control implant to thank for that) but I only eat ice cream so I could really use all of the extra iron and stuff. and I think they're helping with my dizziness and head rushes? hard to tell.
speaking of ice cream, I am sick of it. I've been eating a pint of Ben & Jerry's every day for the past few weeks in an effort to gain weight. it hasn't worked. (I can't believe I'm *trying* to gain weight!) something is seriously wrong with my body, guys.
at least I'm not in a coma.
...I'm just a ray of sunshine today, huh?
edited to add: by "sweet ass birth control implant", I do not mean I have a BC implant in my ass, xkcd fans. it's in my arm.
![tongue](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/tongue.55c59c6cdad7.gif)
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I tend to steer clear of psychiatrists, no matter how screwed up I think I am. Drugs are their solution to everything. Lazy gits!
Are you trying to build muscle mass or just fatten up? Because just relying on fats isn't a very safe way to go. Try eating stuff that's high in protein as well as calories. Exercise is also a good way to build muscle mass. And those who know me know that I'm one to talk, but I'd like to think it's as much a pep-talk for me as it is for the person I'm giving it to.
Anywho, hope you're doing well...and be sure to apply for the SGATliens group once you've been on here for a month. I'll vouch for ya, and so will Donzell, I'm sure.
Well best of luck to you on getting your weight back.