hellmutt

Perfect for your imperfections....

I want to thank you for the pleasure and the pain
Everything that you've given and taken from me
I want you to feel what I'm feeling now
The living and the dieing in me

Freedom of mind and soul but the body is chained.
Remember that no one can force you to think or feal what you don't want to. I wish more people would use their heads for something other than a neck topper. You have a brain. Use it! Waching people at my work just reafirms my belif that STUPID PEOPLE SHOULD NOT BREED!

baby, you make my heart beat faster
baby, you make my heart beat faster
I know,
let alone to rust alone, yeah your making me
I had to run the damage was done
give it up yeah, give it up yeah
there's nothing left so take the rest
yeah youre draining me
I set a light it burns so bright
stab it out yeah, stab...
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She's covered in the blood of a million broken hearts
Beauty turned hideous by her own nacissistic way
Acquiring what she needs through the pain of others
What can you do with a girl gone wrong
Once she is done you have lost all meaning
No joy, no remorse, no soul, just the pain of heartbreak
Another created in her own image
You'll find yourself...
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Black wings ride on the back of an angel
With its chest cracked open and it's heart to see
Blood runs down across the flor
Yet it shys away from me
Two lovers entangled in their web of lies
Each hopping that the other will never find out
Drawing closer now wispering something
But never knowing what its realy about
I'm just wondering if there's...
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I try so hard in life to find what I wnat and every time I think I've found it I end up lower than when I started. The moment I feal happieness and joy I know the ax is going to fall. Why is it so hard to find anything worth while in this world? I try not to get depressed but, how else am...
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"we're the middle children of history, man. no purpose or place. we have no great war. no great depressin. our great war is a spiritual war; our great depresion is our lives. we've all been raised on telivisionto believe that one day we'd all be millionaires and movie gods and rock stars. but we won't. and we're slowly learnind that fact.and we're very, very pissed...
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Pain is fear, fear is pain.
This fact I can not change.
I love her still to this day.
I hate her still for leaving.
I wish I knew why, but I don't.
I hope she's happy, because she left me in pain.
She was scared, that is why I say...
Pain is fear, fear is pain.

I am so happy. It's 60 out right now. Last week it was 20. I love it when it's warm out!

I just got a new camara, so I should have more pics soon.