hellmutt

Eating snowflakes with plastic forks
and a papper plate of course....


I'm tired as all hell. Hope every one had a good Saint Patty's day. I'll post something better latter. Right now all I want to do is sleep but I have to go pull 9 hrs at the mill.
Latter Hellmutt

If you could go back in time and change one moment in your life, what would it be and why?

The weather here sucks right now. It's like 33 deg. now.
When I get off work at 3:30 it will be 70. What the fuck is up with that? Anyways... I'm getting a chameleon soon. Me and a friend of mine are building a cage for it right now. Other than that all I've been doing is working and sleeping. Hope every one is having...
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She walkes on a cloud that is my heart
Floating through my mind in those moments before sleep
Tomorrow waits for me with a knife to my throat
She is nameless faceless and cold
Waiting am I for the cold kiss of her steel
Feel the warm stream of blood run down my chest
feel my body turning cold life draining from it
Is this...
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Days pass with no response but what did you expect?


I feel the need to do stupid things in the name of love.
I want to be free of this but how?
How do you give up the only person you ever loved?
I still have alot of questions and no answers.
Part of me wants to go find her and get her back.
The...
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I had fun this weekend. My friend Jake started working with me last week so we all had a little party friday night. Woke up on his couch hung over as all fuck the next morrning. Then I went and got Ivader Zim vol. 3 and Aqua Teen Hunger Force vol. 3. Spent the rest of the day sleeping and watching them. That night me...
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Tormented soul coming back to life
Wanting to be happy but not quite ready
I take you in and show you love
Unconditonal and unjudging
I love you for who you are
Not what you couldbe
I tried so hard to let you be you
But that bit me in the end
You left me like you left him
Beautiful dreamer and beautiful poet
Your...
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Question for today:
What motivates you in the morrning?
Me; coffe in my cup and Slayer in the cd player!

The soul of an angel but all you see is a demon...


Finding beauty in what most runaway from.
Finding a soul where others fear to tred
I see that wich others can not
The little things they do that stand out.
Most would say "freak", but I say "hi".
I want to now more about this girl.
I want to understand that wich others...
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I just saw stormy and the balls. They kicked ass. If you ever get a chance to see them do it! Stormy is hawt as all fuck. She has "lover" tated across her back.