Friday Apr 15, 2005

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Still working too much. Still waaaaaaaaaay too tired. I did get my ipod in the mail though. That makes me happy smile If I could get the damn thing to work right that would make me even happier biggrin Anyways fucking with that and working will be my week end. Hope everyone else has lots of fun since I can't.
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Hellmutt

Tuesday Apr 12, 2005

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In my works endless persuite to make my life a living hell the now are requiring us to wear name tags. It's wonderful, they put our picture, our name, and how long we've worked there. As if it isn't depresing enugh to know that I have worked in that shit hole for 4 years, know every one can know. I mean realy, who the fuck...
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pandamonium:
"It's all good now. I scaned my name tag into photo shop and it now says my name is hellmutt and has a picture of gir on it. biggrin If they don't like it fuck 'em. wink"


what's a gir? confused




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toolgirl:
58 hours! That gives you no time to enjoy my favorite place wink

Friday Apr 08, 2005

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Try and try to be part of the living when all you want is to be part of the dead........... skull
Trying to live a simple life and find happieness, yet comming up empty. Why try? Why try to find love after having your heart stomped so many times? I find now that I will just try to be happy with me. Why do I need...
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psychosis:
thank you!!! kiss
pandamonium:
heh, at times i think i have a shittier deal than most people. but i at least get to eat, shower, and shave my legs. which is more than i can say for a saddening percentage of the world.

(right now you're envisioning a panda with shaved legs. and you're laughing.) tongue

but yeah, it really sucks goat balls to have to suck up to the herpes breath retards i deal with weekly.

i had a repulsive guy flirt with me at a table last night. i told him i had a knife in my back pocket. that felt really good.

i enjoy my little digs when i can. simplicity = happiness .... sometimes.

Tuesday Apr 05, 2005

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I've never felt so lonely as in a room full of people....

Still sick. The lovely cold I have has now given me a sinus infection. I have a sore throt too now. We where also told that we will work another 58 hr week on top of which I will be working with my friend Brad to get my lizards cage finished and then...
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aspartame:
aww being sick sucks, especially when you have to get work done! get someone to make you some nice chicken noodle soup...hope you get better soon smile
psychosis:
well thats good!!!! hope you get to feeling even better! kiss kiss kiss

Sunday Apr 03, 2005

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Last night turned out to be a bust. We ended up at a lame ass dance club cause the girls wanted to go. We get there and every thing is cool till I turn around and see that there are five bouncers on my friend. They haul his ass out the door and when I get out there I find my other friend is out...
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miserybleeds:
damn dude that sucks!!!! frown get some rest hangovers arent fun kiss

Friday Apr 01, 2005

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Happy birthday to me! I leave for Portland in 3hrs. Cant wait to get out of this town for a few hours. Got the party going down tommarow night. I'll let you all know how it goes sunday

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Hellmutt
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muse:
happy birfday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

interesting day to be born on, i must say

hope you have lots of cake.....and balloons too....yes balloons.....but not clowns.....................clowns are scary

kiss
dufforama:
Hmmm it just might be better than sex...at least it is when i get tattooed by JIME!!! love He did the switchblade and brass knuckles on me!

Monday Mar 28, 2005

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Looks like I have another week of 10 hr days ahead of me puke I know this doesn't sound like a whole lot to some people but when you lift windows that weigh half as much as you do all day it kinda kicks your ass. I was getting a little testy saturday at work. Between all the hours and being sick it got to be...
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sarah589:
yes i am going crazy without internet and sg all the time.

happy birthday tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lay off the workin and party!! take a flight out to nj and we'll go to new york and ill show ya a good time biggrin

hehe
dufforama:
Well, i was pretty mad for a min. but then i got over it...well im still a little upset...im lonely frown and i was really looking forward to dating again...now this just sets me back...but thank u for the comment kiss i wish there was 1 of u here..oh well better luck next time whatever

Saturday Mar 26, 2005

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I'm feeling much better now. I woke up this mornning and I could actualy breath through my nose a little and I didn't cough up a lung smile Thanks to all for your best wishes. Hope every one is having a good weekend. Talk to you all soon

Hellmutt
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grayce:
thats really not good.. drink water before you pass out heh that usually works
dufforama:
yeah it would be cool if we were closer...im sorry but this long distance thingy just isnt working out...im def. gonna have to break up with you wink

Thursday Mar 24, 2005

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I'm sick puke The weather here sucks. It was like 60 on monday and has been snowing ever since. I wish it would make up it's mind. Been working 10 hr days wishing I would just die every min. of them. Oh well it just means I'll have more money to blow on myself for my bithday next weekend. Provided I get over this cold.

Love...
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banshee:
Aww..sorry sweetie...wishing some heat for ya!!! kiss
silvereve:
I was thinking the ultimate invention would be a Mr. Thirsty like suction tube that you can stick up the nose and just suck the snot the out instead of having to blow and blow. They have them at the dentists office to suck up drool...it could work.

Monday Mar 21, 2005

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Another weekend come and gone. Didn't get much done again. I was suposed to get to play at my friends hous saturday night, but his roommates girlfriend was biching up a storm so that didn't happen. I love dragging my bass and amp around for no fucking reason. Not much happend other than that. Hope everyone else had a good weekend!

Helmutt
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miserybleeds:
that's cool. As much as i adore music I'm not musically talented in any way unfortunatly.... i played the piano a little and I have an acustic guitar I played a little I would like to play it again confused
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laika:
Thanks!!!
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