hellizac

i watched the most touching film today, it was anna and the king, dad said its a remake of the king and i, but ihavent seen that before so it doesnt matter it was so sweet and it set me off thinking about all the lives that were taking by the tsunami again, it was set in siam which is now known as thailand, and theplace it was actually set it has pretty much been wiped out now. so sad.
i've had a really crappy day actually, i've been trying to do some work for uni all holidays buti just cant do it asi dont want to. i dont want to go back to uni, i wanna stay home - even tho i feel very unwanted here now - its like living in a hotel, where every morning you wake up and yesterdays bathtowel has been taken away and anything you left out of place has been put away again. if i leave my stuff anywhere other than my room its put back there. its awful, it really is, but in comparison, its nowhere near as awful as my house at uni. i cant wait to get the internet installed there so its not quite so bad to live in.

thanks to everyone who's been sending me messages on here, especially farqueue you're just a little bit awesome really i'm trying really hard to keep up with the replies, its just hard coz my parents get all lairey with me if i'm on the internet for longer than an hour and i have been trying to do some research work at the same time.

everyone else seems to have exciting lives this christmas except me. i think its coz i have no money, and i wont hve any until my loan comes through on the tenth - and even then i'l still be in my overdraft as i bought far too much crap and alcohol last term- that will stop this term though as i'm going back on my atkins diet and nomore drunkie nights!!!

its nearly bed time, thankyou Ciel for introducing me to SG... you rooole