hellcatjustine

edited to add: There is no justice in this world.




thoughts run together and make no sense. to anyone other than me.


disconnected and disjointed. I chewed off all my nails again. I just can't make it stop. everything building up and building up until I just want to scream


I want to go put disintegration on repeat forever. I want to feel again, I want to feel...normal.


I want to make things better
I want to get things right
I want to stop ruining everything I touch
I want to lay in bed under covers with him until the world ends because I don't care anymore
I want to be married and get this wedding crap over with
I want to finish college (yeah right)
I want to have babies
I want to not care about what I care about sometimes



If only...



/bipolarranting