Ain't it always a Monday on a Monday?
So, I'm having to go off the zoloft and I am about to snap.
I mean, literally. I've been fighting with the mister a lot lately about really stupid shit. My fuse is way too short, and I feel like I'm wound way too tight.
I don't like it.
I'm off the atkins diet, and I think I already gained back the 8 lbs or so I lost. MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. I feel like a giant cow.
I have more to say but I need to go to bed. One more day of work, and then a day off!!!
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Late night edit:
most emo album ever [Sep. 14th, 2004|01:58 am]
[ Ich fhle | post coital ]
[ Musik | hayden- tragedy ]
is called Everything I Long For, by Hayden. One song off this got released, about eight years ago, right around the time I went into the hospital.
I've been in such a weird headspace lately. I just want to listen to sad music.
I'm so worried about everything, that I can't seem to do anything.
help.
I have so much to look forward to. to be thankful for.
everything else is in the past.
The scary thing is that I haven't hit bottom yet.
So, I'm having to go off the zoloft and I am about to snap.
I mean, literally. I've been fighting with the mister a lot lately about really stupid shit. My fuse is way too short, and I feel like I'm wound way too tight.
I don't like it.
I'm off the atkins diet, and I think I already gained back the 8 lbs or so I lost. MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. I feel like a giant cow.
I have more to say but I need to go to bed. One more day of work, and then a day off!!!
****
Late night edit:
most emo album ever [Sep. 14th, 2004|01:58 am]
[ Ich fhle | post coital ]
[ Musik | hayden- tragedy ]
is called Everything I Long For, by Hayden. One song off this got released, about eight years ago, right around the time I went into the hospital.
I've been in such a weird headspace lately. I just want to listen to sad music.
I'm so worried about everything, that I can't seem to do anything.
help.
I have so much to look forward to. to be thankful for.
everything else is in the past.
The scary thing is that I haven't hit bottom yet.
As for the Atkins... I hear the same thing every time someone goes off of it. Basically it just gives you a head start on weight loss, then you've got to up the nutrition and exercise thing to keep it going... it's a whole metabilism thing.