hellcatjustine

that was a rather depressing entry. I think it's time for a new one.


so. I'm not quite over this thing yet, but I'm working on it. Mind over matter, right?


If I didn't mind, it wouldn't matter, I suppose.

Found out one of my little cousins is pregnant. Better her than me, I say.

Must be something in the water, I say.

Went to my goddaughter's birthday party, jumped in the moonbounce, and of course, as usual, amazed at the sheer innocence of the little babe. Hard to believe she's already two. Babies make me feel all warm and fuzzy inside, I just prefer for them to be someone else's.

I need to mail my princess present. still. looking at it, on the exercise bike I don't use. Need to get my lazy ass in gear. As it grows. *sigh*

Ever be in a relationship, and hear about someone splitting up, and it sorta makes you worry that you're about to get dumped? Maybe it's just me.

I'm not exactly the easiest person to live with.

I got a vaccum cleaner of my very own today. I'm strangely excited by this, even though I don't feel like cleaning at the moment. But if I decide to later, well, I can.

Tomorrow I have that interview with that place. About a job, I hope. Something needs to happen soon. I need some money coming in. I miss shopping.

I miss him. Now when he leaves, I just have this awful feeling. I wish that feeling would go away. I'm trying...

I'm making this crazy dessert thing I love called sex in a pan. It was called something else, but it's so good it was renamed that. and it's stupid easy to make.


I want him so much I can hardly stand it. I live with the world's hottest man. I am a lucky girlie.

so lucky.





edited to say: Go give carilannfugate a big hug.