hellcatjustine

could I be any dumber if I tried?

I can't find my tweezers, and I tried to touch up my eyebrows with a razor. BAD IDEA. I might not leave the house for awhile. oh, the horror.


I'm quitting the pizzawhore job tomorrow. my car can't take the beating.

I went to a coffeeshop and half listened to boys talk geek, and checked out the uber hot barrista. I said GODDAMN!

fell asleep during the movie tonight, I'm bad about that.

I cooked tonight, and the man ate 3/4's of the chicken, so I had to have two bowls of ice cream. I am such a porker.

I have to work out some tomorrow, today I didn't walk, I took a nap.



Voltaire is HOT HOT HOT.

so are the other ladies here, but I was swooning at the set for today.

I guess if I get into better shape, I'll give it another go in three months.

I really want to be an SG, but I don't know if I can make the cut.

I'm feeling kinda shitty about myself today. moody hormonal bitch, I am.

with bad eyebrows.

monday, here I come.

I love penguins. I just thought I should mention that.

I also love Nachthound. Even though he is playing video games and not doing me at the moment.

I'll probably end up playing this star wars game. oh what have I become?

I'm almost done with my FAFSA. go me!

I will go back to school in the fall if I have to sell crack to do it.

this has been your emotional weather report.



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Fooled around enough with numbers
Let's not be ourselves today
Is it just my imagination
Is it just someone's fave
Pleasantly out of proportion
It's hard to hold on to the ground
Now I didn't come to run
And this is everything
And gravity lets you down

I get wild, wizing up
I just can't let go
I get wild when I get ready
I can hardly talk
Living lights
Special lights
Yellow turns blue
I get wild It's automatic
I can hardly move

Go ahead and pull the curtains
Check to see if I'm still here
Let me lose my perspective
Something worth waiting for
Somewhere in South Carolina
And gravity don't mean a thing
And all around the world
Each and ev'ryone
Playing with a heart of steel

I get up climbing out
How did I get home?
I'll survive the situation
Somebody shut the door
Beautiful
Beautiful
Climbing up the wall
I get by on automatic
No surprise at all

No one here can recognize you
Here is ev'rything that you like
Feelings without explanations
Somethings are hard to describe
The sound of a cigarette burning
A place there where ev'rything spins
And the sounds inside your mind
Is playing all the time
Playing with a heart of steel

I get wild, wizing up
I just can't let go
I get wild when I get ready
I can hardly talk
Red 'n' white black to gold
Yellow turns blue
I get wild It's automatic
I can hardly move

I get up pushing up
How did I get home?
I'll survive the situation
Somebody shut the door
Shut the door
Shut the door
Climbing up the wall
I get by on automatic
No surprise at all


late night edit:
does anyone else get really hungry after sex? or is it just me?


I had dirty thoughts about Benni during...

yeah. I'm a perv.

and I am currently cheating on my diet eating a microwave burrito and having a cocktail...

oh, to be able to sleep...