hellcatjustine

talk about luck...


Now I have a raging UTI. fucking ugh.

doctor today, peed in a cup. this is pretty humbling, if you are a girl. The nurse was surprised at how much weight I have gained since Feb. Yeah, I know, I'm getting to be a real porker...

I get to eat yogurt for a few days. woohoo.

tonight I'll be making scrambled eggs and low carb grilled cheese sandwiches.

I wanted to do something for my sweetie since it's finals week for him.
but since I'm broke, having to put up with me all night is going to be about as special as it gets.

I think I'm going to the Ren. Festival with RockabillyBaby. She made me an offer I couldn't refuse....

I don't feel much up to working out today. so fuck it.

I'll be having my cranberry juice sans vodka for a few days.

I've got the new Chris Rock special, I think we'll watch that tonight. or play the game some more, since that is about to end. Just when I was starting to get good at it...


low carb chocolate and strawberry ice cream is as good as its counterparts. Just thought y'all should know.

I have the best kitties in the world. For real.


I need to be burning a CD right now, but I got distracted by boobs. it happens a lot.


ok, must get something accomplished today.


PS: when he's sleeping, he looks like this perfect angelic creature that I just want to kiss.

I love my life.



***Late night can't sleep edit***

wish this thing supported html.

I just read my horrorscope. can this be right?

Cancer
You still have the luxury to choose your own battles. Winning feels almost too easy for someone that generally prefers to avoid conflict. Yes, this seems a little out of character, but you owe it to yourself. Brilliance comes in many flavors. Dare to shine intellectually, socially and romantically. Raise your voice in song and laughter without any embarrassment about being too loud. If others fail to notice you, it's their loss. They'll be missing something good. You can tell them stories later, but they might not believe you without trusted witnesses to back you up.


interesting....I think I might have some idea as to what this means too.

battlescars can be a bitch some days.

cheated all sorts of ways on the diet today. and I don't fucking care. This too, shall pass. among other things, I hope.

it isn't always fun being crazy.

Listening to Webb, a fucking prophet.

More ideas for tattoos.

it gets in your blood...and oh how it has.

I need to find my glasses. this headache ain't funny anymore.

I will go to bed when this cigarette is done. or at least try. I've been rather insomniatic as of late.

I miss being read to. there's been a lot of stress lately.

I must regain some emotional composure before I lose my fucking mind.

tomorrow is a new day.
************





Here I'm drawing a line,
I'm asking please.
Don't you wanna
be happy with me?
I'm afraid if you
don't come around soon,
I'll turn sadder
than you ever were,
and you'll learn
lonliness is worse
you've gotta try.
December's all alone,
and he's calling
me on the phone
but he sounds so cold.
He says he loves me so,
but how would I ever know?
Certain words grow old.
It's a vicious kind of catch,
it sides me blind.
Now I'm out of my mind,
I wanna scream.
Don't you wanna
be happy with me?
I'm afraid if you
don't come around soon,
I'll turn sadder
than you ever were,
and you'll learn
lonliness is worse
you've gotta try.
Love liked me long ago,
it had a way of making
everyone the same.
But how the angels
must laugh and sigh
to hear me pleading with you,
and needing you this way.
Oh why don't you
wanna be happy with me?
I'm afraid if you
don't come around soon,
I'll turn sadder
than you ever were,
and you'll learn
lonliness is worse


all hail nina gordon