Only Lonely & Fucked Up.
only lonely & fucked up.
i dont understand how it works,
every single one is in love
every single one i know is empty.
it usually ends the same,
recycled excuses, recycled lines.
not sure of my wants,
certain of my dont-wants.
only lonely & fucked up.
seems all ill ever be.
tired, wired and companionless
like an outdated toy.
its exhausting you know
even just the thought of the chase,
and my preordained end result.
so ill wait on my love to fall from the sky
like a warm summer rain.
shed gently cover me in all her bounty and grace
shed calm my worries and kiss my face
take what i have and make it better.
it sounds sweet in draft,
it sound Utopian.
yet still,
here i am
only lonely & fucked up
-John.