Well, I'm sick. Looks like pneumonia. But fear not, for it's not cantageous. I get a type related to my asthma. Good news is, no one will catch it. Bad news is, it's not bacterial so I have to just wait it out in pain. I've missed 2 consecutive classes but my teacher said I'm far ahead enough that when I get back next Mon. I'll be in the same place if not one lesson ahead. I'll probably still feel like gutter shit Mon., but I'll be used to it enough that I can handle bright lights and bitches in my class. 
<-they need a "cynicism smilie"
Still not that great emotionally. I'm not sure what's up with that. I'm trying not to analyze it too much but it's in my nature to do so. I did get to speak with a dear friend about a certain childish arsehole and why he is acting how he is acting. We both agreed on his general malfunction (personality/insanity-wise) and it makes a lot of sense. Suffice to say, certain feelings do scare me. I get that. But when a person is afraid of feeling in general, they may as well go live in a hut in the middle of an unknown forst somewhere because while they bitch and moan about not being loved and cared for, they push people away by being aloof and putting up walls in fear. "Thanks for the ether."
<-they need a "cynicism smilie"
Still not that great emotionally. I'm not sure what's up with that. I'm trying not to analyze it too much but it's in my nature to do so. I did get to speak with a dear friend about a certain childish arsehole and why he is acting how he is acting. We both agreed on his general malfunction (personality/insanity-wise) and it makes a lot of sense. Suffice to say, certain feelings do scare me. I get that. But when a person is afraid of feeling in general, they may as well go live in a hut in the middle of an unknown forst somewhere because while they bitch and moan about not being loved and cared for, they push people away by being aloof and putting up walls in fear. "Thanks for the ether."