it's noon and i just came home from my date with viki
i invited her for a romantic candle light dinner in an indian restaurant in zurich.
indian, because viki loves indian food, she loves all the curryvariations and since her parents are malaysians with indian roots ... all in all she's a hot lady
it was a beautiful evening, we talked like we talked before when we were just friends, this with a pinch of eroticism and ambigous sentences.
we were talking about our time we had together, she told me that she thinks that she is still deeply in love with me and i told her about my feelings. she also said that she still needs this break, in order to work on herself.
she said that she doesn't know if this love she feels is only because we had the almost perfect sexuality and intimacy, if she loves me only because of my open minded sexual thinking, the way i felt how to gratify her unsatiable lust.
she said i made her setting her sexual life to be on top of all obligations she had, and that she was feeling to lose her sense for reality and that she had to pull the emergency brake before she got completely nuts.
that this was the reason why we always had dissensions. she had the urge to keep distance from me, because she was kind of addicted to sex.
i am still addicted to sex with her, i mean it was the best sex i ever had.
after dinner we took a cab and drove to her place and had a whole bottle of red wine. we were discussing in more intimacy. we listened to the songs she likes (she doesn't like punkrock music that much
, and i guess that punkrock would have screwed up everything this night).
i didn't put pressure on what i wanted to do with her, it came from her side, we made beautiful love, we fell asleep in each others arms and when i got up this morning she was already out to work.
she left me a little note telling me that she thanks me for that beautiful night and that she still loves me and that i still must give her time in order not to lose her because the date yesterday was little bit too early for her.
i don't want to force her onto defensive.
i'm mixed up and i feel blue
i invited her for a romantic candle light dinner in an indian restaurant in zurich.
indian, because viki loves indian food, she loves all the curryvariations and since her parents are malaysians with indian roots ... all in all she's a hot lady
it was a beautiful evening, we talked like we talked before when we were just friends, this with a pinch of eroticism and ambigous sentences.
we were talking about our time we had together, she told me that she thinks that she is still deeply in love with me and i told her about my feelings. she also said that she still needs this break, in order to work on herself.
she said that she doesn't know if this love she feels is only because we had the almost perfect sexuality and intimacy, if she loves me only because of my open minded sexual thinking, the way i felt how to gratify her unsatiable lust.
she said i made her setting her sexual life to be on top of all obligations she had, and that she was feeling to lose her sense for reality and that she had to pull the emergency brake before she got completely nuts.
that this was the reason why we always had dissensions. she had the urge to keep distance from me, because she was kind of addicted to sex.
i am still addicted to sex with her, i mean it was the best sex i ever had.
after dinner we took a cab and drove to her place and had a whole bottle of red wine. we were discussing in more intimacy. we listened to the songs she likes (she doesn't like punkrock music that much
, and i guess that punkrock would have screwed up everything this night).i didn't put pressure on what i wanted to do with her, it came from her side, we made beautiful love, we fell asleep in each others arms and when i got up this morning she was already out to work.
she left me a little note telling me that she thanks me for that beautiful night and that she still loves me and that i still must give her time in order not to lose her because the date yesterday was little bit too early for her.
i don't want to force her onto defensive.
i'm mixed up and i feel blue
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i think it is my favorite set of mine aswell
this and maybe my first one, or maybe.. my next one