Sunday Dec 10, 2006

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LOVE, HATE, LONGING?
i'm numb!!!
i'm frustrated! i need someone to hug me! i need someone to caress me, to kiss me!
i need someone to push away..
i need to shout at someone and don't give a shit!!!!
i want to say I HATE YOU but there's noone I hate
i want to love someone... no one i really care for!!
i'm missing something.. and it sucks!!!!!!!
i'm scared and i'm lonely..
i need you to hold me
i need me to cry
i need to feel my heart... i need to feel passion again, i need to feel pain...
my head is numb.. a thousand thoughts going through it.





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azzura:
I can relate! I felt like that most of last week.........I like the way you put it into words, your sense of restlessness is almost tangible

Thanks for the last comment you made on my journal, I appreciate being appreciated!
azzura:
Haven't painted since my last attempt, went on a bender with a friend on Saturday night and spent the whole of yesterday recovering, there is good reason behind why I shouldn't drink on my meds puke puke

Have a good day hun!!

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