Hey everyone, i know i promised a blog long ago but I'm finally doing it now and im sorry it took so long!
August was a crazy month for me, it seems like i was always busy.
at the begining of August i went to a wedding at a beautiful camp thats on like 800 acres of private land that a family friend let them build a cottage on ( i now go to every couple weeks)
heres a selfie from before the wedding in my tent
part of the private lake. Look at this view how could you not want to spend all your time here.
August 15th my big brother got married so that involved me and my dad driving to Thunder Bay, we left Thursday night after i was done work and drove all night. it was the longest drive and i was exhuasted. We made it there in about 18 hours.
this is a portrait of me, done by my neice
me my dad and my brother
me before the wedding
me and my brother (pretty drunk it was an open bar) 
another selfie before
my sister, me, my brother, sister in law, grandma and my dad
me and my new sister
and apperntly when i get back to the hotel i take drunk topless selfies
While in Thunder Bay we went to Eagle Canyon, its the home of Canada largest foot suspension bridge its 600 ft from anchor to anchore and about 150 ft high. i was freaking out the while time. They also have a smaller one at 300ft across. But while on the longest one my neice decided it would be fun to try and make the bridge swing, you wouldnt think a 3 year old could do it but she did and it was windy and i nearly had a heart attack. my knuckles were white from holding on.
we also went to a working Amethyst mine where you can mine you own. It was everywhere you looked i wanted so much but only came home with 3lbs of it. which is also alot of Amethst. I plan on making jewelery with it so keep a look out for that.
Pictured below is my sisters partner and my neice
before i knew it, it was 6am Monday morning and it was time to head home.
so if you didnt know which im sure I've never mentioned this before i have a bucket list sort of, its to see all of Canadas largest attractions, ive scratched a couple off the list but on my way home i got to scratch another. The giant goose in Wawa Ontario.
i wish i paid more attention to my list because i could have scratched one more off on my way but i will get it eventually.
August 29th was my friends bachlorette
September 5 my friends wedding (same as the bachlorette) I was a brides maid
ps my hair is blonde again.
if you follow me on instagram or have my snapchat chances are you saw a lot of these. i try and keep active on everything but with SG i really wanted to write a nice blog and explain everything.
another reason i havent been to active is because of my mom.
With August being crazy busy i havent had a chance to go visit, my parents live about an hour away so its not far and every time i called she was working. so a couple weeks ago i finally got a hold of her. long story short she no longer wants me in her life. she wont accept my calls or respond to my texts. she said she was leaving my dad and going to send my youngest brother on a plane out west. I tried to convince her that this was a bad thing and i tried to make her change her mind but nothing i said worked. Im pretty devestated that this is the way she wants things. I understand her being made because we havent talked much or visited but communication is a 2 way road, she didnt call me. I always drive to see her, ive lived in my aparemnt for 3 years and she's been here once. Im not saying that to make it seem like shes the bad guy because shes not, i just wish this situation would work out and maybe hopefully she will want me back in her life. but for now it doesnt seem that way and it feels like my world is falling apart. sitting here writting about it breaks my heart even more knowing everything i try to do or say isnt working to fix it. and before i start bawling my eyes out im going to move on.
Last week i also started college again. Im taking accounting and its only Tuesday nights 630 - 930 so alot of my free time is also going to homework and reading to get ready for the next class. Im excited to be back in school and challenging myself. although i wish there was no homework or it was easier hahah
i think thats it for now folks and if you stuck around to the end heres a couple sexier pictures im sure you all missed.
now its time to get caught up on sets, comments and message.
love you all <3
