Wednesday Apr 09, 2003

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all my life, i have looked to the horizon,dreamed that i was meant for something more, and thought there would be a true love. a woman who cared about me above all others.


i was wrong.

the tears wont stop till i realize. for me, horizons are illusion. there isnt more, there just is. love like that is a lie told in pretty wrappings like a fairy tale.
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emily:
Oh my god....I just LOVE what you wrote in your journal....I dont know....Its just so....so..Beautiful...Call me lame if want...
thursday:
don't dream of women on the horizon.
dream of what there is for YOU...

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