heckler

Well I've finally gone & done it



I have a set in the Suicide Boys group


I guess I'm not in one of my "painfully shy" moods at the moment
should you, for some unknown reason, wan to actually look at it its here



In other news I'm back to cycling to work most of the week again. & despite not roding at all for 6 weeks its been relatively pain free. Work is still.....well work... I've applied for a couple of other jobs in Bristol but I'd really rather stay in Bath if I can. Its so much nicer. But I needs more money so beggars can't be choosers & all that.
Marvel is still the cutest, most adorable, sexiest, sweetest & most amazing girl I've ever met. It sucks that shes so far away. I miss her like crazy. But I'll survive...we both will, & in the long run be stronger for it.
I find it slightly depressing though how I've slipped back into my my "normal" life. The adventure seems so long ago, almost as if it was part of another life. That 2 weeks showed me that I'm not satisfied with my life as it is..I guess I already knew it really but seeing another world, being with someone who made me feel so special & (I know I keep saying this but I can't emphasise it enough) feeling like I belonged somewhere just confirmed it. Solidified it in my own mind.
I've come a long way in the last 4 years. I never would have traveled to another country alone to meet with someone I had never met in person before. It was the 1st time I'd ever been out of the country without friends or family. I never would have believed I could fall for someone that totally in such a short space of time. I would never have let myself. I never would have allowed another person to have seen me in the the midst of an anxiety attack. & yet I did & more. I actually tried to express how I was feeling to another person. I let her hold me while I went through it. I never would have even considered posting even one nekkid picture of myself let alone a whole set. There are so many things I never would have done, thoughts I never would have expressed, words I never would have spoken, if it wasn't for SG.
This place has been the best entertainment, the best education, the best support group, the best motivation, the best drinking buddy, the best shoulder to cry on & of course home to the best nekkid girls in the world .

I consider this place my "home"
I really hope that doesn't sound too pathetic because it's true

so many people on here have been so good to me in so many ways, Marvel, Dainty, Ilectra, CaptainJAllama, Kekelyn, Margot, marysmith & loads of others. (sorry if I missed your name I guess theres really just too many to mention )
I know I'm useless at communicating with most of you most of the time & I humbly apologise.
But I do love you all


this started out as a small post to let people know about my set. The rest just came pouring out

I think I need to go lie down for a bit & recover

I would also like to apologise for any spelling or grammatical errors
I know there's bound to be some in there, but thats what you get with the whole stream of consciousness type thing