I'd firstly like to apologise for being non existent the last while. After losing my dog I just haven't been handling it well and can't face really any sort of communication. I handle things better alone and I've just cut myself from everything. I will come back and I will respond to everyone when I'm feeling more up to it. I promise.
Secondly. I want to thank you guys for the kind words. For taking the time to message me in some way and just for being there. It makes a massive difference to know you guys care. Really it does :)
I visited my mums house today and left within 5 minutes. I couldn't face seeing that my girls bed and bowls and toys weren't there so i don't think I'm quite ready to come back yet. She was more than just a pet or just a dog as some people would say. She was my best friend who was there from me being in primary school right up til I became an adult with my own house etc. She met so many people I knew. People who stayed and people who quite frankly just fucked off. I've always believed animals are just better than humans in general but she was and always will be my favourite thing in life. she was always there. She was always there to cuddle or to escape with when shit got too much. I just miss her more than I can cope with just now.
I'll leave it with a picture of my favourite quote from one of my absolute favourite films :)
Again, I'm sorry x
