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heavensent77

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Wednesday Mar 31, 2004

Mar 31, 2004
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I never felt so much like shit than I did last night. Just because I wanted to make sure my friend was doing ok, the person I really wanted to spend time with tonight got upset because my focused attention was not on him; therefore, I got kicked out and asked to never come back again.
It's sad when people make you choose between them and and your friends. Those people need to realize that life does not revolve around them and them only.
I wonder what is going to happen after the weekend move? Is it going to be hard to be one person's friend and at the same time, not feel welcome by the other? frown
feltonjoe:
not only hard sadly- all but impossible im afraid. i almost consider a curse at times my ability to read human nature and see the patterns that make up who a person is. the reason why i kinda detest that, is that maybe- if i were more like our friend professor dumble-dorf. maybe at leat i would think im happy about the state of affairs even if i truley wasnt.

after now just a little while i can see the exact nature of the gap between my most rightious tropical roomie and your brand of living. and while i have no place to judge, condem or blame anyone for enjoy their life according to what they feel is best. i do believe that it in the tropical ones best interest as well as yours for there to be no bad sitchuations.

and as well, he knows that i absolutely will not tolerate at all, any of the yelling and fighting that kinda seem to be a part of the last couple interactions he has been involved in.

that being said- for at least the time being, this is the best venue for me and you to continue exchanging ideals and interests. i need for the new home environ to be safe and stable, i dont have a roof over my head otherwise.

now, remeber how i said i was gunna sit back and look at things and see how things played out and what it all ment?

well, hey- i do have to say, let dumble dorf go. let him off. i pegged it on the nail in the first what couple hours we hung out. about your need to maintain emotional connection. its not right girl, you know what you need to do. if infact your were being honest about what you intended, then i fail to see why you havnet pulled the trigger on this issue. if there is a bank account involved withdraw what your due and be done. if its a joint account, the is no legal way to remove one name by itself.

anything else can be dealt with using a divorce document. so, i dont get it enlighten me?
Mar 31, 2004
leena1:
is there more to the story? have you been paying attention to him at all? or to your friend(s) more? who have you been neglecting most? who do you want to grow old with - friends or him? how serious were you about him?

the dynamics of your relationship with both is the very problem. mostly likely you will have to give one up and live with it.
Apr 1, 2004

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