isn't it against the natural order of the universe that the person who seems most concerned with me and my well being is my ex? one of my closest friends in the world is being so incredibly strange and everyone else is concerned with what everyone else should be concerned with... yet my ex sends me an email because i "seemed sad or something" when i was picking up my last few things a week ago... for the record, i was more than sad - this man had no idea what my emotions were almost the entire three years we were together - and he sends me an email to just check up on me? i need a life - or some fantastic new distraction - so i can stop thinking about this shit. i need some new friends. i need to start writing more (again). i need some new tattoos. i should quit smoking, for good (not a chance). i should finish my degree. i need to keep unpacking until it's done. i need to get my nipples pierced again (again... second time didn't take the first time - ok, i just typed that because it's just confusing enough to make me smile while still being true). i need to get out of bed more often and learn to get out of my own fucking way... ok, end of patheticness.
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thing at times