Hi guys....
Back from holiday, it was okay, nothing exciting happened although the weather was great until Friday, which of course was the one day I wanted it to be good as the children were going riding....bloody typical. I'll upload some pics when I get some time.
If I'm short or abrupt to you in the next little while, I apologise in advance. I haven't...
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Back from holiday, it was okay, nothing exciting happened although the weather was great until Friday, which of course was the one day I wanted it to be good as the children were going riding....bloody typical. I'll upload some pics when I get some time.
If I'm short or abrupt to you in the next little while, I apologise in advance. I haven't...
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brightredscream:
Aww good to hear from you hon! And good luck quitting the ciggies! 
mentalrage:
Good luck with the quitting smoking thing. 
At least it means you won't be stuck outside like a lemon when your mates are warm and cosy in the pub. I've got a week off soon and have absolutely nothing planned, I was trying to organise some night out with a load of people from work but I get the impression that nobody really gives a toss. 
At least it means you won't be stuck outside like a lemon when your mates are warm and cosy in the pub. I've got a week off soon and have absolutely nothing planned, I was trying to organise some night out with a load of people from work but I get the impression that nobody really gives a toss. Sorry for not being about much recently. The children have had so much on, involving me being Taxi driver and being very bored on occasions. I really like them to have lots of activites, between them they have, Dancing, Trampolining, Football, Swimming, Cricket and Gymnastics plus all the school sports and drama activities. Sometimes it does wear me down and at the moment, I'm quite...
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spamtwo:
be warned though, if you ever walk on lava wear a pair of decent walking boots as it rips trainers to pieces.... as I've found out
angel_ree:
Thankyou Hope things settle down for you soon 
Hope things settle down for you soon w00t.........
Sets are up from my two favourite SG's, so I'm a happy bunny.
The lovely Miyo
and
The stunning Sky
What a way to end a week!
Sets are up from my two favourite SG's, so I'm a happy bunny.
The lovely Miyo
and
The stunning Sky
What a way to end a week!
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conjure:
Hey! I just found you on MySpace
teeman:
how ya chuggin along these days Heaveny?
Oh god, I'm terrified about this weekend away. So many people I don't know and I know I'm going to be so out of place.
Wish me luck.
Wish me luck.
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dixy:
yeah it was lovely meeting you too! the saturday night was a bit too big for me!! but the friday was wonderful!!
the_happy_pig:
See, my memory of dancing is only hazy at best. Which is mildly concerning, photos would help my memory, but I'm not entirely sure if that's a good thing. Unless it was indeed the octopus, which is an absolute pleasure to behold. 
But it was a great meet all round, it surprised even me that I was able to keep it together. But, meets are like tattoos, when you have one, you'll start thinking about the others that you want to go to!
But it was a great meet all round, it surprised even me that I was able to keep it together. But, meets are like tattoos, when you have one, you'll start thinking about the others that you want to go to!
hi, thanks so much for your support, i have a great group of friends, i'm so lucky.
things have picked up a little. not sure if it was the extra meds, or just something natural, but which ever, i'm grateful for it.
i'm still sleeping alot, but i figure it's part of the healing process so i'm just going with it for now. there is...
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things have picked up a little. not sure if it was the extra meds, or just something natural, but which ever, i'm grateful for it.
i'm still sleeping alot, but i figure it's part of the healing process so i'm just going with it for now. there is...
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deathbyopus:
writing is the easiest tool to help release.....boy that sounds weird! lol
northern:
Hey there!
Long time, no talk. My fault entirely. I've been going through a more-depressed-than-usual period the last few months and have been avoiding even the things I like, like this place.
I'm trying to dig myself out of the hole now though.
I've read your last few entries, and I'm glad you didn't delete me as a friend.
I've thought about getting one of those lights for SAD. Not that I have SAD, but I know I don't get enough light and I figure it can't hurt.
You'll be dancing to Tainted Love? I hope someone records that and you can post it.
Long time, no talk. My fault entirely. I've been going through a more-depressed-than-usual period the last few months and have been avoiding even the things I like, like this place.
I'm trying to dig myself out of the hole now though.
I've read your last few entries, and I'm glad you didn't delete me as a friend.
I've thought about getting one of those lights for SAD. Not that I have SAD, but I know I don't get enough light and I figure it can't hurt.
You'll be dancing to Tainted Love? I hope someone records that and you can post it.
sorry guys, my last entry was a stupid one, i'm really sorry. but i guess i'd better explain a little.
my depression kicks in big time at this end of the year. i have issues at this time that i don't handle very well. i seem to spiral down and am unable to control it. i've tried fighting it, believe me i have, but the...
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my depression kicks in big time at this end of the year. i have issues at this time that i don't handle very well. i seem to spiral down and am unable to control it. i've tried fighting it, believe me i have, but the...
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mmm:
That's the funny thing about friends... they don't suddenly abandon you when you're down. You're not a fuck-up, far from it. I have ample case studies at hand from personal experience and I can tell you exactly what a fuck-up is; and you ain't it, sister.
If anything, letting people know what you're going through endears you to people - it's difficult to find someone with openness and honesty in this world. I don't know a single person who hasn't got problems - and if I meet someone who says they have none, I know I'm talking to a liar.
As Oscar Wilde once said, "We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the hot naked chicks on SG."
Well, he would've put it like that if he were alive today!
You're not a fuck-up, far from it. I have ample case studies at hand from personal experience and I can tell you exactly what a fuck-up is; and you ain't it, sister.
If anything, letting people know what you're going through endears you to people - it's difficult to find someone with openness and honesty in this world. I don't know a single person who hasn't got problems - and if I meet someone who says they have none, I know I'm talking to a liar.
As Oscar Wilde once said, "We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the hot naked chicks on SG."
Well, he would've put it like that if he were alive today!
havilah:
I won't go anywhere. I have similar depression issues and know how hard it is to share that with others and how some people turn away because of it. There are many people here who love you and have no intention of leaving because a friend has rough patches.
I think I may have something like SAD as well. My depressed moods and mood swings have been unusually frequent lately.
I think I may have something like SAD as well. My depressed moods and mood swings have been unusually frequent lately.
help.......... 
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nixie_____:
Care to elaborate?
it seems like i confused a few of you out there with my reference to the mcfly gig. so i thought i'd show you who they were. oh yeah, i want them all as my sex slaves but i have trouble hiding them under the bed, but if i can't have them all i definitely want the blonde.
i have alot to thank them for...
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cerephinna:
its from an Indian film - "Gumnaam", but that particular sequence is also in the opening credits of Ghost World.
josearcadio:
A few things:
1. I remembered that McFly is also the last name of the main character in the "Back to the future" movie series.
2. Ricky Martin's sucess has been decreasing quickly, even in Puerto Rico, every records sells less than the one before, he has a new one coming up, an unplugged live album, we shall se how well it does, my sis like him still...
3. What do you write? I mean, is it prose or poetry?, fiction or non-fiction?
That is all, take care, have a great week!
1. I remembered that McFly is also the last name of the main character in the "Back to the future" movie series.
2. Ricky Martin's sucess has been decreasing quickly, even in Puerto Rico, every records sells less than the one before, he has a new one coming up, an unplugged live album, we shall se how well it does, my sis like him still...
3. What do you write? I mean, is it prose or poetry?, fiction or non-fiction?
That is all, take care, have a great week!
I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thankyou for your holiday wishes and messages of missing me. they filled my heart with warmth.
will update with a better journal at a later date and will try and include some pics if they are ok.
looking forward to finding out what you've all been doing while i've been gone.
loads of love and kisses to you all.
thankyou for your holiday wishes and messages of missing me. they filled my heart with warmth.
will update with a better journal at a later date and will try and include some pics if they are ok.
looking forward to finding out what you've all been doing while i've been gone.
loads of love and kisses to you all.
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darqkloud:
Hope you had a fun.
blood_elf_mohawk:
Welcome back!! I hope your vacation treated you well. I can't wait to hear all about it. Til then, "Y'all be good now, y'hear?
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niccie:
glad you're doing better..
take care sweetie.
take care sweetie.
crymson:
* M U A H *
So glad that your feeling better ! ! ( and more importantly that I WAS able to help )
you know its because I love yas! I will do what I can for you. Even from across the pond. And if you ever need help like that again.. I will be there to listen to whatever you have to say.
I hope this finds you happy and thinking only happy thoughts.
Or I may have to come over and spank the happyness into you.
hmm well hell I may jsut DO that ANYWAY ! !
love hugs a kiss or 3.
love yas
Crym
So glad that your feeling better ! ! ( and more importantly that I WAS able to help )
you know its because I love yas! I will do what I can for you. Even from across the pond. And if you ever need help like that again.. I will be there to listen to whatever you have to say.
I hope this finds you happy and thinking only happy thoughts.
Or I may have to come over and spank the happyness into you.
hmm well hell I may jsut DO that ANYWAY ! !
love hugs a kiss or 3.
love yas
Crym
i have done the most stupid thing ever.
why did i do it? fuck knows.
i really need to vent, badly. i don't know where to do it. i'm not even sure how to do it. i feel so many things and have cried so many tears. fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i won't bore you with the details, it's far too stupid and self-pitying....
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why did i do it? fuck knows.
i really need to vent, badly. i don't know where to do it. i'm not even sure how to do it. i feel so many things and have cried so many tears. fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i won't bore you with the details, it's far too stupid and self-pitying....
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lovelysitwell:
hope things turn out ok we need a group hug thing.......
ommetaphobia:
AW..what's wrong? I really want to know
so today we had a family counselling session, just me and him. it went badly.
today i am officially a bad mother, a bad wife and i make him miserable.
so i guess i suck!!!!!!!
*goes off to cry in a corner*
today i am officially a bad mother, a bad wife and i make him miserable.
so i guess i suck!!!!!!!
*goes off to cry in a corner*
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spamtwo:
People assassinate other peoples characters when they're full of insecurities about themselves and the only way they can deal with it is by putting other people down in an attempt to make themselves feel better.
Believe in yourself. Other peoples opinions only matter a tiny bit. It's what you think of yourself that really matters.
Believe in yourself. Other peoples opinions only matter a tiny bit. It's what you think of yourself that really matters.
catculus:
*hugs*