man, i am so sick of this shit.
i am sick of the cynics and the critics and all the people blind to beauty: there are too many. i'm sick of the bastards and the bitter and the jaded and the beaten. i am sick of defeat. resignation. complacence.
deprecation and self-deprecation and self-righteousness and self-serving selfish selfless bastards. women seeped with sorrow and no...
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i am sick of the cynics and the critics and all the people blind to beauty: there are too many. i'm sick of the bastards and the bitter and the jaded and the beaten. i am sick of defeat. resignation. complacence.
deprecation and self-deprecation and self-righteousness and self-serving selfish selfless bastards. women seeped with sorrow and no...
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man, i am so sick of this shit.
i am sick of the cynics and the critics and all the people blind to beauty: there are too many. i'm sick of the bastards and the bitter and the jaded and the beaten. i am sick of defeat. resignation. complacence/
deprecation and self-deprecation and self-righteousness and self-serving selfish selfless bastards. women seeped with sorrow and no...
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i am sick of the cynics and the critics and all the people blind to beauty: there are too many. i'm sick of the bastards and the bitter and the jaded and the beaten. i am sick of defeat. resignation. complacence/
deprecation and self-deprecation and self-righteousness and self-serving selfish selfless bastards. women seeped with sorrow and no...
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summer is so slow and thick. it's nice.
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stranded:
Violence can be a rush. But after a long hot violent summer I like to get some down time in.
misha9999999:
funny I had no idea who you were... you should've said
something to me... I'm sure you figured out who I was...
russian accent is hard not to notice... I might have been
a little drunk by then, though... so maybe it's good that
you didn't say anything... and I'm probably a bigger pussy
than you... and thanks.
something to me... I'm sure you figured out who I was...
russian accent is hard not to notice... I might have been
a little drunk by then, though... so maybe it's good that
you didn't say anything... and I'm probably a bigger pussy
than you... and thanks.
portia is beautiful beautiful beautiful.
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mnov:
no no no, heather is beautiful beautiful beautiful
citrus:
in the only regards that i know you.
how can you bitch that beautiful is sucky when you just abused it there? yo?
or is it only sincere from you... but i understand. i have issues with those kinds of fru-fru words. they certainly can't apply to me.
how can you bitch that beautiful is sucky when you just abused it there? yo?
or is it only sincere from you... but i understand. i have issues with those kinds of fru-fru words. they certainly can't apply to me.
I can't do it on my own. No cliche BS, please.
What is something you believe with all of your soul to be true? Or rather, what are your Truths?
What is something you believe with all of your soul to be true? Or rather, what are your Truths?
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citrus:
i'll be around for awhile.
hey pretty
hey pretty
citrus:
not 
i think on one of the best days of my life i will write a list of truths and tape them everywhere so i never forget and you never forget.
maybe tomorrow, eh?
maybe tomorrow, eh?
elektra:
thank you!
mistressmissy:
that be interesting to see. you could say it was art.
i'm really bad at updating this goddamn thing.
i have a headache like a machete to the head.
i have a headache like a machete to the head.
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misha9999999:
what's wrong with italian opera?... puccini rules...
stendec:
Yes, you are.
And I think I've told you a million times to have that checked out. You worry me.
And I think I've told you a million times to have that checked out. You worry me.
my life is being slow these days. what do them old skool brits say? slow like molasses going uphill in feberry.
how the fuck do you spell febuhairy? february? febuary? feburary? you wouldn't believe it was the month i was born in. i've said it before and i'll say it again: lay off the pot, heather, lay off the pot.
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how the fuck do you spell febuhairy? february? febuary? feburary? you wouldn't believe it was the month i was born in. i've said it before and i'll say it again: lay off the pot, heather, lay off the pot.
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crazygrrl:
It was a beautiful thunderstorm we had.
dedilliterati:
::lecherously:: snorkelhumpherdingwing. I'm only 23.
three days in a row i watch her stumble into her old red pickup and drive away. she's missing something, yeah. you can tell by the way she limps.
i hate everyone, in different degrees as dictated by sexuality. straight women get the brunt, while bisexual men are the most forgiven. but really. go to hell. all of you. burn, bay-bee.
i hate everyone, in different degrees as dictated by sexuality. straight women get the brunt, while bisexual men are the most forgiven. but really. go to hell. all of you. burn, bay-bee.
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swerve:
I gave Michael Jackson your home address.
stendec:
No.
i should write more? fine.
except--- oh, that's right. i have nothing to say.
bluegreen and tonight i'm afraid i'll be having a huge wild party i don't want. oh well. bring me my bud and i'll forgive you for invading my home and having sex on my bed. i should've warned you, though: i never change my sheets. don't mind spilled blood and ink.
except--- oh, that's right. i have nothing to say.
bluegreen and tonight i'm afraid i'll be having a huge wild party i don't want. oh well. bring me my bud and i'll forgive you for invading my home and having sex on my bed. i should've warned you, though: i never change my sheets. don't mind spilled blood and ink.
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heathermaxine:
dude, there is no wrong idea. i haven't changed those sheets since i lost my virginity? check. i don't wear tampons to bed? check. i cut gashes on my face in my sleep? check. i murder my lovers after a particularly good fucking? ....only sometimes.
swerve:
I find your indifference arousing. spank me?
i saw a movie this weekend where the old man said his vision was improved with no eye-sight. i love that.
i believe in the color, too.. (i'd love to use a u
i've witnessed such ugliness that i found it to be beautiful. so whatever.
your lines about passion are great.
the thing about the tao isn't, to me, that it's even applicable. it just IS. and it doesn't lack in passion... it just balances it perfectly - because what IS is truth... then life IS honest. every breath of passion. stay that high all the time... seems like a challenge to me.
for me it's "center, center, lose control" because i'm "always coming home" and don't have control to begin with.... okay okay so so limited.
this note is long.
i stopped labeling myself long ago... i can never find a good term...
but it doesn't stop us from trying. judge yourself, why don't you.
the snake never manages to eat himself whole, even if he does get a bite of his tail, eh?
oh yeah - realize that's where you are. it's what i'm trying to do (not that i want you to be like me)... it's just an idea.
i miss you. i'm still trying to work out 'vacation' arrangements. do i really want to drive for nearly 60hrs within a week? mmmmmmm.
weird... seems like a nice guy... penny might be going
through with her plans to come here for a little... that should
be interesting to say the least... I went to NY again... That
place is like a magnet for me... I came back with $40 to my
name... but happy nonetheless ... we should meet, no?
[Edited on Jul 14, 2003]