Damnit he is using pills again. And I can't do anything to help. Just one more reason to get out of this house. I really want to see Radiohead in concert. My friend Genises saw them last year at banaroo. I'd like to go one year but its about 280 dollars for 4 days and I'm poor.
I should be studying right now but I'm having an a.d.d. attack or something. I want to draw. No ideas.
Alan mentioned that his parents are thinking about moving to fl within the year and if that happens he'll just buy their house. That would be crazy. It scares me though. I know he'd want me to move in but being only 23ish and living in your own (eh.. I guess it would sort of be like mine.. since were planning on getting married) house sounds weird.
I hope it happens for him just because it would make things a lot easier for him. The house would be cheap. It's a small house, but thats all he wants.
I'm really getting frustrated with losing weight. It's like, no matter what I stay the same. Or if I lose some weight it goes back up in a month. I have 30 pounds left till I meat my goal. I'd still be super fat but not obese anymore. Thats all I want. Once my insurance is all fixed I'm scheduling an appointment with the plastics to see if I could get this stupid lose skin from losing 120 pounds off of me. It's really bad.
Oh friends gonna fix me bike! Or at least he said he would. With the nice weather coming I am really looking forward to riding my bike in the park. I looked online and I think it said 1 hour of biking, 11 miles is 800 calories! Thats pretty good considering I love riding, at least I use to anyway. Plus I have an ipod now too.
God back to studying for this mid-term...... 60ish slides and I only know about 45 of them. 2 days left to study but I have work tomorrow night. ugh
This made me smile. I hope it will make you smile too.
I should be studying right now but I'm having an a.d.d. attack or something. I want to draw. No ideas.
Alan mentioned that his parents are thinking about moving to fl within the year and if that happens he'll just buy their house. That would be crazy. It scares me though. I know he'd want me to move in but being only 23ish and living in your own (eh.. I guess it would sort of be like mine.. since were planning on getting married) house sounds weird.
I hope it happens for him just because it would make things a lot easier for him. The house would be cheap. It's a small house, but thats all he wants.
I'm really getting frustrated with losing weight. It's like, no matter what I stay the same. Or if I lose some weight it goes back up in a month. I have 30 pounds left till I meat my goal. I'd still be super fat but not obese anymore. Thats all I want. Once my insurance is all fixed I'm scheduling an appointment with the plastics to see if I could get this stupid lose skin from losing 120 pounds off of me. It's really bad.
Oh friends gonna fix me bike! Or at least he said he would. With the nice weather coming I am really looking forward to riding my bike in the park. I looked online and I think it said 1 hour of biking, 11 miles is 800 calories! Thats pretty good considering I love riding, at least I use to anyway. Plus I have an ipod now too.
God back to studying for this mid-term...... 60ish slides and I only know about 45 of them. 2 days left to study but I have work tomorrow night. ugh
This made me smile. I hope it will make you smile too.
heatherisadork:
or is it bonaroo? I haven't looked into much. I just know she said it's freak awesome. Too bad she got accidentally drugged on some weird acid shit while radiohead was playing.
minceir:
I am trying to lose weight as well by going to the Gym, since I am In the obese stage. the main problem is that i am on anti depressants which ballooned my weight. so don't give up and being on a bike is great. you slow down enough to see the sights. 
