Well it was brought to my attention that I don't blog on here. To be honest I'm just not motivated to blog on this site. I feel like I'm too boring. Anywho, I moved into an apartment with my boyfriend this past May and other then a few bad fights we've had things are nice. The room mate on the other hand... I kinda feel...
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i reactivated my account, i figured since I like to do figure drawing, especially women , that this site would be useful.

So I'm getting ready to leave for school until I notice my fucking wallet is missing. I've already missed enough days as it is and I can't risk getting pulled over with no license. Now I gotta fucking figure out what to do since my bank atm card, my license, my health insurance, my SS# is in my fucking wallet. God damnit. IMy student ID...
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I had studied for 4 days almost non stop. It felt like it anyway. Probably 5 hours each day atleast. The test was today. She gave us a study guide with 60 slides. Name the date, civ, title, and give some backround info on the art work. She only used 16 of those slides. 16!!! I made 60 stupid index cards, I studied well over...
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I got a 1 dollar raise at work today! Fuck yeah!

And some stupid bitch was being really mean to this new lady at work for making a mistake. So I was a bitch back without really saying anything wrong. This lady was acting as if people should NEVER make mistakes while at work. Ha what a stupid bitch. When she walked out all the...
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Damnit he is using pills again. And I can't do anything to help. Just one more reason to get out of this house. I really want to see Radiohead in concert. My friend Genises saw them last year at banaroo. I'd like to go one year but its about 280 dollars for 4 days and I'm poor.

I should be studying right now but I'm...
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The weather is pretty crappy today. My school announced it was closing as I was taking a test. A make up test. So now I have to make up a make up test. I hope my teacher allows it. Alan was suppose to come over tonight but I told him to wait till tomorrow because of the weather. The roads haven't been touched and it's...
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well i have to be up for work in... 5 hours and I dont want to sleep.
Maybe I should, after work is the drop kick murphies concert.

I'm so poor i had to eat sour kraut for dinner tonight, like thats it. Nothing else with it. It really fucked my stomach up but its all that was in the fridge that is still in...
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I NEED to keep my gpa above 3.0 and if I keep screwing up by not going to class because im "sad" that wont happen. I skipped all my classes today. Bleh.

Alan wants to get a house. I wouldn't be able to help pay for it. He is spending way too much money on me and I don't want to be that kind of...
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Well fuck...
I don't come on here much but I still come around.

The school I'm applying to wont even look at my application because i'm ONE FUCKING CREDIT SHORT of 16. Therefore I need to send in my sat scores, which I never took. So basically IM FUCKED. I'm never getting out of this god damn shit hole. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.