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I'm sad.
I'm sad because no matter what I do, it's just not good enough.
I'm sad because I'm so tired but I can't sleep.
I'm sad because I can't let go of things that I have no control over.
I'm sad because I don't get to celebrate hallowe'en this year.
I'm sad because my heart aches all the time.
I'm sad (and incredibly lame)...
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I'm sad because no matter what I do, it's just not good enough.
I'm sad because I'm so tired but I can't sleep.
I'm sad because I can't let go of things that I have no control over.
I'm sad because I don't get to celebrate hallowe'en this year.
I'm sad because my heart aches all the time.
I'm sad (and incredibly lame)...
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miho:
Don't be sad, and if I ever see you write that you are not good enough I am going to hop on a plane and come kick your ass. 
showala:
without sadness how can yout tell when you're truely happy?
I skipped class again today... too much work to do.
I drove ALL THE WAY DOWNTOWN -- to city hall -- for those of you who have seen Resident Evil 2... it's those weird curvy buildings they blow up in the movie... anyhoo I went there to pick up permits, only to find out that they weren't gonna be ready until 3pm. Boo-fucking-urns to that...
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I drove ALL THE WAY DOWNTOWN -- to city hall -- for those of you who have seen Resident Evil 2... it's those weird curvy buildings they blow up in the movie... anyhoo I went there to pick up permits, only to find out that they weren't gonna be ready until 3pm. Boo-fucking-urns to that...
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infinity:
youre being productive and thats good. sometimes a little discipline is needed thats all.
nice - nice teeth = cute
nice - nice teeth = cute
kelland:
Whoopsies on skipping class. Again.
I want to do that, seriously.
I am so damn tired.
Why the hell am I here instead of bed?
True addiction, I spose.
I want to do that, seriously.
I am so damn tired.
Why the hell am I here instead of bed?
True addiction, I spose.
drive by update:
I'm still going crazy... I'm not going to drop out... I have new, restored faith in myself and in my ability to get this shit done. It just means burning the candle at both ends until christmas. I will not be giving up caffeine anytime soon it seems.
Anyhoo, Giselle and I came to an artistic revelation about my music video today....
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I'm still going crazy... I'm not going to drop out... I have new, restored faith in myself and in my ability to get this shit done. It just means burning the candle at both ends until christmas. I will not be giving up caffeine anytime soon it seems.
Anyhoo, Giselle and I came to an artistic revelation about my music video today....
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theseadog:
Oh thank god! I was soooo worried you were gonna give up caffeine! Damn the medication! Caffeine is where its at!
Good tohear you're not givng up on schol/yourself. To be honest, I'm even happier about that than I am about the caffeine. Not to diminish from the caffeine, though. Just happy your gonna keep on keepin on.
Hold Fast!
Good tohear you're not givng up on schol/yourself. To be honest, I'm even happier about that than I am about the caffeine. Not to diminish from the caffeine, though. Just happy your gonna keep on keepin on.
Hold Fast! 
zsanda:
Caffine definately a good thing, an insomniac like myself couldnt get through the day without it .......BOOOO TO DECAF THE CAFFINE SHAKES ARE WWHAT WE WANT!!!!!
it's oyster fork time...
...i feel like ass. And my shift is only half over. I've done pretty much all the school work that I possibly can do from here... I've emailed everyone I know I think... I've played bookworm for an eternity... I even looked for jobs online. I need a new job. I'm getting so fed up with everything... I keep thinking, man...
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...i feel like ass. And my shift is only half over. I've done pretty much all the school work that I possibly can do from here... I've emailed everyone I know I think... I've played bookworm for an eternity... I even looked for jobs online. I need a new job. I'm getting so fed up with everything... I keep thinking, man...
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theseadog:
I can't spell at all. I think it all goes back to the whole being stupid thing. When in doubt, blame your intelligence. 
attheyoshinoya:
7 months is nothing... you'll be fine 
and... stay in school
have a great week..
< it really does have no legs
and... stay in school
have a great week..
< it really does have no legssince I'm an unoriginal copycat... I'm stealing kelland's idea.
stuff that makes me happy
1- that crazy dead leaves smell... mmmmmm
2- watermelon scented ANYTHING. lip balm, deoderant, lotion, body spray... whatever, it doesn't matter.
3- crazy thunder storms
4- driving down an open highway with the windows down, singing at the top of my lungs
5- friends that save my ass
6- PEZ....
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stuff that makes me happy
1- that crazy dead leaves smell... mmmmmm
2- watermelon scented ANYTHING. lip balm, deoderant, lotion, body spray... whatever, it doesn't matter.
3- crazy thunder storms
4- driving down an open highway with the windows down, singing at the top of my lungs
5- friends that save my ass
6- PEZ....
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kelland:
Yay for us lamewads! We need a club or something.
I sometimes feel like I'm never good enough. Sigh le sigh.
I don't know why I just said that.
I keep listening to Incubus today. It's an Incubusy day.
I sometimes feel like I'm never good enough. Sigh le sigh.
I don't know why I just said that.
I keep listening to Incubus today. It's an Incubusy day.
kelland:
S.C.I.E.C.E.
You spelled Incubus wrong, Weirdo McGee.
Joan Jett sounds cool.
I haven't really heard much from Avenged Sevenfold. They were at Warped Tour when I went during this summer. But I was there mainly for Coheed and Brazil. Eh.
You spelled Incubus wrong, Weirdo McGee.
Joan Jett sounds cool.
I haven't really heard much from Avenged Sevenfold. They were at Warped Tour when I went during this summer. But I was there mainly for Coheed and Brazil. Eh.
hey wow, I have friends! and they came to my rescue! wooo. now, getting past security may be an issue... but that is the least of my concerns.
have a good saturday toute monde.
have a good saturday toute monde.
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kelland:
We luffs you.
la la la la la la (singing to myself)
So um, I was supposed to be at my school's studio painting flats right now... yet, I haven't heard from the 1 person who offered to help me (and that 1 person has nothing to do with my school or this production...go figure), and little ol' me cannot carry around them flats all by my lonesome....
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So um, I was supposed to be at my school's studio painting flats right now... yet, I haven't heard from the 1 person who offered to help me (and that 1 person has nothing to do with my school or this production...go figure), and little ol' me cannot carry around them flats all by my lonesome....
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kelland:
I wants to paint some stuffs.
I would help but I kind of live in a different country.
I would help but I kind of live in a different country.
nemesis26:
caffiene !!!!!!! run away!!!!!
second update today...
I just read that caffeine can cause severe anxiety when mixed with the medication I'm on.
WELL JESUS, NOW YOU FUCKING TELL ME. I drink coffee, coke, all that shit like there's no freakin' tomorrow... and my meds are supposed alleviate anxiety... you might think it would be a GREAT idea to put on those little fact sheets they give you at...
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I just read that caffeine can cause severe anxiety when mixed with the medication I'm on.
WELL JESUS, NOW YOU FUCKING TELL ME. I drink coffee, coke, all that shit like there's no freakin' tomorrow... and my meds are supposed alleviate anxiety... you might think it would be a GREAT idea to put on those little fact sheets they give you at...
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infinity:
I never expected you to quit the caffine.
If you ask me about the meds - as far as I can see youre pretty much stuck. Youre going to have to give one up - caffine or the medication.
So pick the one you dont really need and start going off of it.
I am rather surprised that it didnt appear on the fact sheet. I'm going to grab out my book o' perscription drugs and take a look....well nothing about caffine mentioned in there. It probably wasnt studied, so thats why its not there.
If you ask me about the meds - as far as I can see youre pretty much stuck. Youre going to have to give one up - caffine or the medication.
So pick the one you dont really need and start going off of it.
I am rather surprised that it didnt appear on the fact sheet. I'm going to grab out my book o' perscription drugs and take a look....well nothing about caffine mentioned in there. It probably wasnt studied, so thats why its not there.
infinity:
sounds good....complaining on SG is good
I love helmet.
i could miss you more right now
or i could slit your throat
sometimes i get so down, you're not around
i'd rather see you dead
bahahahaha. it's kinda funny, come on admit it.
I have stuff I should be doing... yet I'm not doing it... probably because everytime I open my agenda my head starts to pound and I feel like...
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i could miss you more right now
or i could slit your throat
sometimes i get so down, you're not around
i'd rather see you dead
bahahahaha. it's kinda funny, come on admit it.
I have stuff I should be doing... yet I'm not doing it... probably because everytime I open my agenda my head starts to pound and I feel like...
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nanomaton:
I haven't listened to those guys in years.. blast from the past.
crushjunkie:
Call me, we'll quit together, hehe.
I have stopped looking at my agenda. My head is slowly healing.
I have stopped looking at my agenda. My head is slowly healing.
"No money and no woman makes Josh go something something....
Go crazy?
DON'T MIND IF I DO!!!!"
Love that episode of the Simpsons... even if I did change the line.
i'm just off to buy you some more beer