heartattacked

I really despise my job sometimes, mostly when they make me work ten hour days that begin at 5am. I should be going to bed around 5am, not getting up for work. The result of this madness is that the night before one of these helldays, I usually can't fall asleep 'til 3am and then I wake up at 4:30, so I'm sluggish and cranky all day.

There's been a boy sleeping with me in my bed lately and that's kind of nice. Still no sign of getting my swerve on, though. How the hell does that happen? I believe that having the same boyfriend on and off since my junior year of high school made me some sort of romantically stunted freak. Six years of crippling trauma to my mojo that can't be undone. I'm so behind.