Dedication
I've got a tremendous band with a tremendous problem. I think we just started to get into the groove again, which means I'm pretty sure that we will all be like, "nah can't make it tonight for X reason." Even though, last week when we played, we all agreed that we were in for today.
Even I don't feel like playing, and I'm not sure why. Lord knows I need it. Last week, when I picked up my M100, it was if the strings were cable-car wires. I was fumbling all over the place. I used to be lightning fast, razor sharp, and shaved-crotch smooth on that thing. MY RIG makes me sound like a better guitar player than I actually am, but even it's fantastic tone can't cover up the fact that I'm sucking ass at guitar playing, and I haven't done my due dilligence of practicing in the time I've been living with my girlfriend in a one bedroom apartment.
That raises the question, why not. Is it because I'm in a one bedroom apartment? Was it lack of time? Was I just lazy? Did I feel like I would be disconnecting myself from her doing such a solo activity? Whatever it was, who cares, I didn't practice, I sound like crap, and I'm thinking of taking on students again this summer.
But I totally don't feel like practising (sic) tonight.
I've got a tremendous band with a tremendous problem. I think we just started to get into the groove again, which means I'm pretty sure that we will all be like, "nah can't make it tonight for X reason." Even though, last week when we played, we all agreed that we were in for today.
Even I don't feel like playing, and I'm not sure why. Lord knows I need it. Last week, when I picked up my M100, it was if the strings were cable-car wires. I was fumbling all over the place. I used to be lightning fast, razor sharp, and shaved-crotch smooth on that thing. MY RIG makes me sound like a better guitar player than I actually am, but even it's fantastic tone can't cover up the fact that I'm sucking ass at guitar playing, and I haven't done my due dilligence of practicing in the time I've been living with my girlfriend in a one bedroom apartment.
That raises the question, why not. Is it because I'm in a one bedroom apartment? Was it lack of time? Was I just lazy? Did I feel like I would be disconnecting myself from her doing such a solo activity? Whatever it was, who cares, I didn't practice, I sound like crap, and I'm thinking of taking on students again this summer.
But I totally don't feel like practising (sic) tonight.