healthyparanoid

not cool trent.
not cool.
but funny.
but damn - new music would be pretty cool.
but not cool.

freak out in a moonage daydream

sooooo - i got a new car - if anyone cares - its cool.
i just need places to go and reasons to go there.

hopefully i'll have a new real job soon.
people seem to be responding to my resume - which is awesomeness.
its nice to be wanted.
for once.

woa....
not too often you see something that intriguing

Ain't gonna run
Just live till you die, wanna drown
With nowhere to fall into the arms of someone
There's nothing to save I know
You live till you die

rated x by queens of the stone age

yes - that's rated r on vinyl.
i'm that cool.
well - maybe not - but let me pretend

ok - so - no myspace posts for a bit.
there are too many people that i don't want to read it.
well - one person.
you sleep with someone it makes life complicated. very complicated. especially if you like to write about your life as it happens. and well there they are to read it every fucking time. its tiresome - especially if i...
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i'm baaaaack...
ok that's a little overdramatic - but its true.
someone wanted me back bad enough - they paid.
interesting.
so - here i am.
and i'll probably be bringing my rant over here.
so - we'll see.
here's to new beginnings

From the makers of Tylenol:
Fucital
Take with a large bottle of whisky

so, let us be honest here for a moment;
after watching a nice documentary on the cubbies, i got to relive those great moments in '03, which then reminded me that- it was during my oh so fantastic senior year.
and fucking hell - that was 3 years ago? i'm fucking 21? i'm actually old, and an adult now? i thought i was supposed to...
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Awake on my airplane
Awake on my airplane
My skin is bear
My skin is theirs
Awake on my airplane
Awake on my airplane
My skin is bare
My skin is theirs
I feel like a newborn
And I feel like a newborn
Awake on my airplane
Awake on my airplane
I feel so real

Could you take my picture
'Cuz I won't remember
Could...
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so, a relationship ends -
and you sit and say - oh, i just broke up, so i'm entitled to just wander around aimlessly.
a year later you realize that your old relationship really died two years ago - and you havent had a healthy relationship since then.
2 years since i've been close to another person; i've forgotten how to relate on that level....
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