Alright - This one is for my two avid readers
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You two are too cool for school
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So - anyway, the answer lies somewhere in between, probably closer to an escape. I guess I might have seen it as an easy answer for everything - maybe why it wasn't that scary. That I've dealt with enough and I'm content with having everything cut short now.
Or maybe I just know I'm supposed to grow old and die old.
But then again - I'm the type of person who is very laid back - able to accept all that happens. And seeing as I really don't have any regrets - yet - then yea, you could see it as that.
That help you two out?
Update: I'm going to ultimately go with I don't know that I have anything to live for at the moment - so maybe that is why I didn't care or wasn't scared at all...
P.S. I have come to the decision that my next venture will be a tattoo and of what it is
Go me

You two are too cool for school

So - anyway, the answer lies somewhere in between, probably closer to an escape. I guess I might have seen it as an easy answer for everything - maybe why it wasn't that scary. That I've dealt with enough and I'm content with having everything cut short now.
Or maybe I just know I'm supposed to grow old and die old.
But then again - I'm the type of person who is very laid back - able to accept all that happens. And seeing as I really don't have any regrets - yet - then yea, you could see it as that.
That help you two out?
Update: I'm going to ultimately go with I don't know that I have anything to live for at the moment - so maybe that is why I didn't care or wasn't scared at all...
P.S. I have come to the decision that my next venture will be a tattoo and of what it is

Hmmmm
Think about that one and I'll be back for more reading.
For me, I changed my career from journalism to creative writing...
You?