headtraumajr

The Holidays are almost over
party saturday

alone and adrift, but far from peace

In a funk lately, its gotten so work is the only thing I can even put any effort into. I'm too apathetic to do anything, I'll start doing something, lose interest and just kinda sit there and hate life.

a month gone
probably in the clear
came out ahead moneywise
but damn do i miss that car

losing it gives me the freedom to walk away from my job, walk away from this town and probably sooner or later walk away from this sate

the question is when i get there will life be any better
will i escape the steady diet of fast...
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this year, and probably decade/century needs to get over soon

I miss Leah, even though apparently she left me for a 40 year old with an old dirty van. We could have had a pretty good go of things I think.

I'm pretty sure I'm meant to die young and alone.

Not really much i can do about it but ride it out and try to accomplish something meaningful in the time i do have....
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got dumped already
new personal record for shortest relationship
didn't even have a chance to fuck it up

flogged the shit out of my car


such is life

Had a good weekend, new car and new gf
pics of both sooner or later

wow, today kicked the shit out of me, on top of a bad couple weeks , a bad year in general, and what appears to be shaping up to be a shitty decade/century

my cubital tunnel syndrome has come back after surgery, and is starting to come in on the left arm too

got a shot of cortisone at the doc today that made my...
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finally got the cast off my arm, life is somewhat better