headlessbill

So, yesterday (Friday the 22nd), was my 16th wedding anniversary. Or as I like to view it, just a typical day. I had to help do lights for a documentary shoot for someone that day, but made a $100, had some bland food at a well reviewed restaurant and some good company.

Anyhow, for our Anniversary, I got Amy a $30 gift card for The Body Shop and returned the PS3 I bought on Monday because she was having a freak out about money, since the teaching assistant job I was supposed to get at school fell through because the school doesn't have any money to pay it TA's. I really wanted to get her more stuff, but since she was so worried about income and paying bills, I decided not to.

She got me nothing.

Because of our present situation, I've been feeling a bit down and have no one to talk to. Best friend isn't answering her phone and everyone else seems to be too busy to talk or to get together and hang out so I can get my mind off my problems.

*sigh*

I miss people, my muse in particular.

I know it'll pass, but I'm just feeling unloved and unwanted at the moment. I just need a cuddle.