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i hate my life i hate everything

i have this feeling at the moment that i'm too epathetic. I'm spending alot of time with this person that i consider special to me and I follow her ups and downs. She doesnt seem to deliberately upset me when she's depressed but she seems to manage to bring me down with her. However she yelled at me last night for 'bieng so fucking happy'...
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why are girls so dumb? why can a guy be totally nice to a girl and she doesnt seem to notice. why do some girls totally discard a nice guy. i am a nice guy I try to look out for a girl when im with them, care for them be there and all i ever get is fucked over. over and over again. and...
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havent been on for a while sorry. tired bored and hungry. Been really emo lately. sucks ass. oh well cya round

another week gone. i feel sooo sick today ate bad food on saturday and ive been sick for 2 days wasnt so bad til last night now i just ache all over. meeting a girl who might like to share my aprtment with me. that would be financially benificial. spent some of yesterday with my daughter for fathers day. was nice. ewww i feel crap...
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hey kids. got my shoulders tattooed this afternoon. fucking killed.

went and watched farenheiht 9 11 tonight. all about gold glass. had a whole cinema to myself. it rocked. other than that enjoyed my day it was sunny. went and got a massage and ate out for lunch and dinner caught a movie obviously and generally chilled. I've been very chilled for a few days which is good obviously my new pills r working wahoo....
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yet another week gone. joy for that. worked all weekend just came home from work then. going to a trade seminar thing tomorrow all about alcohol. which is allways funn. so yeah should be great had to cancel my tattoo appointment on thurs work stuff came up. h8 that. well cya soon kids

well just had a good few days. my daughter stayed at my place had lots of fun trying to teach her to spell and stuff and generally hanging out and watching dvds and all that stuff you do with kinds. only she gets up too early in the morning. haha but i'll live

my daughter just called me. she is soo awesome. she rang up to say hi dad! shes such a cool kid. my doctor told me i need to take more time off work so im gonna spend some time with her next week. she might as well stay in my spare room as i still havent got a new housemate, and we can hang out!...
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hey kids. not much happening lots of work meetings and crap this week. not very exciting. i went to the doctor today and he sent me for xrays that was fun. not. oh wells yeah got my new computer all set up and working which is cool so i can get back to taking digital pix of stuff and things. so yeah. rock out!

i got my new computer today. yeah for me. it's speedy does lots of hot stuff. and burns cd's and dvd's totally killer! gonna have lots of fun playing with it! hoorah! thanks for everyones support over the other thing. appreciate it and you ll rock!